Homo hetero

Bi-curious here. Guess that makes me straight!

Het

I have always been strictly homo sexual. But since my wife lost ALL sex interest after menapause, I keep having thoughts about playing around with another male if i could like him. I now like to look at gay porn sites and to look at the exiciting equipment on many of the guys and think about how much fun if might be to play with him. Will it happen, I don't know, but it excites me anyway.

My sex life started out with having sex - mutual masturbation and blowjobs - with other boys at age 13. In boarding school I had sex with other boys, but in the holidays at home I pursued girls, and regarded gay sex as second best. I felt considerable guilt about my sex life.

There were considerable informal and formal penalties for being caught having gay sex, including naming and shaming and expulsion from school.

Sex with a girl followed at age 17, and full sex with a man followed some weeks later.

The process of accepting your sexuality is not easy and I liked the flirting with men but not the deed. Making me something of a cocktease I suppose.

I was 23 before having really enjoyable full sex with a man.

This was followed by 35 years of heterosexual sex.

I've been in love with both men and women, so really I suppose I'm fully bisexual.

Sex with men is more edgy and exciting, sex with women is more tender.

#pyewachet: "Sex with men is more edgy and exciting, sex with women is more tender." Very well put - I couldn't agree more.

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#pyewachet: "Sex with men is more edgy and exciting, sex with women is more tender." Very well put - I couldn't agree more.

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Why thank you solitaire!!