I love setting myself up where I have to wet my diapers in public, even when I 'don't want to'.
I like to prepare by making a sweet concoction with loads of artificial sweetener. The sweeter the better, maybe 6-8 packets of sweetener per glass. I try to down four or five full glasses.
After filling up on my special recipe, I get good and diapered, either with a stuffer or two, and maybe a double diaper and some good plastic pants, and then head out. Especially good if I'm going to be around a lot of people, like at the mall.
I try to hold things in as long as I can. When I think I really have to go I hold on a little longer. I wait and wait until it starts becoming noticeable that I have to go... fidgeting, pacing, anything to stop the urge.
Finally, I get to the point where pee just starts leaking out... a little at first, accompanied by several strong cramps. As my bladder contracts, the real shower starts and it's no longer possible to hold back. I couldn't stop the flow at this point even if I wanted. The hot pee keeps flowing and flowing, filling my diapers as fast as they'll take it. I feel the pee slowly filling up the front of my diaper, and start spilling over the sides where it's just plastic next to skin. The pee makes little rivers under the plastic. Now my pee is flowing up, back, and sideways all at the same time. I'm swimming in wetness as my diapers try to hold it all. Usually they can. Sometimes they can't. Sometimes I get a leak that starts running down the inside of one thigh, wetting my pant leg as it goes down, then wetting my sock and filling into my shoe. Good thing I wore my dark black jeans so no one can tell what's happening.
When the flow subsides, the diaper strains and soaks up all it can. If I sat down now there would be a huge stain. I like to walk around bow-legged in my sopping wet diapers as long as I can before the diaper starts disintegrating and I'm forced to head to the restroom for a change.
When I take off my saturated diaper, I bury my face in it and wrap it firmly around my head. I lick and suck and drink the hot pee from the front of my diaper. I love to taste the sweetness and know that this came out of my penis. Usually when I press the diaper tight around my head I get two small streams of pee that run down the front and back of my shirt. My hair is soaking wet. There's often a good amount of pre-cum that has smeared around the front panel of my diaper. My face is sticky, and I taste my own juices when I lick my lips.
When I come out of the stall after my diaper change, I have the huge balled-up wet diaper in my hands, in plain view of anyone else in the bathroom. Some look out of the corner of their eye, most don't even notice.
I head back out and wait for the process to repeat.....
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