I was away from the computer for a while and didn't have a chance to read it until now. Thank you so much for sharing it with you. I appreciate the work you put into it and I'm delighted and flattered that I inspired you to get your mind working and your creative juices flowing. I hope you'll continue to write fantasies and enjoy the pleasure you get from them. I'm sure there are many others who would enjoy reading your stories.
Giving you enemas catheters and lots of oral sex sounds like fun. Since I'm new here, I don't know much about you. Have you shared these activities with others or like me, do you play solo? I have lots of little stories in my head that I'd love to enact someday, but haven't had the opportunity with the right person. There's only one person who really gets me and who I could entrust with my mind and body. He lives ov thousand miles away so for now, my fantasies are just fantasies.
I'm sorry to say that I don't share your interest in feminization, urine enemas or "pregnant" bellies. I have friends who crossdress and don't mind if they want to pass in society as women, but it isn't a sexual desire of mine to be with a feminized men. I love being a girly girl and love men who are masculine.
I'd like to learn about feminization, though. I want to see what the appeal is for a man to want to do his hair, makeup and wear feminine clothing and what the appeal is for women who want to dress up their men. I'm open to learning about it, but it doesn't hold any personal interest for me. I would just like to understand it. I'm like that about any subject. It may not be something I like, but I'd like to learn what it is about it that others love and what the motivation is, what draws others to it and what they get out of it. If you'd like to explain it to me, I'd love to try to understand.
I'm not into swollen bellies because I'm such a wuss about pain and cramping and hate the feeling of it. I am an empath, so I tend to feel what others in the room feel. That kind of pain is something I'd rather do without.
I don't like the idea of urine enemas. Caths and enemas turn me on big time, but I don't want to play with the end products. Oh, God. I sooooo did not mean that pun, but there it is. Maybe finished product would have been a better expression. I made the mistake of opening up what I thought was a small Tupperware container of apple juice in a refrigerator once when helping a friend move and clean her apartment. It turned out to be a forgotten urine specimen several years old. I got a big whiff of it when I unscrewed the lid. You cannot imagine how bad it smelled. So yeah, urine, feces or anything that has the potential to stink just isn't my cup of tea (or apple juice.)
I'm very sensitive to odors and even if they are no longer physically present, psychologically they are and it freaks me out. I tore apart my bedroom once, including stripping the bed down to the frame and everything under, behind and inside the dresser and closet. A friend of mine came over while I was in the middle of everything. I never did figure out where the smell was coming from. He straightened everything up for me and helped me relax. Let's just say that Xanax and lavender, vanilla and chamomile bedroom mist is a girl's best friend.
Hello, my name is Dianne and I'm a neurotic. Oh, wait. I'm a girl. So you guys probably already knew that. It's just part of our charms.
To answer your question, I do have fantasies to be fulfilled. I'll have to put them to words one day and share them with you. I'm too tired tonight to do that and I need to have a clear head to organize my thoughts. I've got a few things to do this weekend, so I don't know if I'll have a chance to get it together quickly, but I'll post it as soon as I can.
Have a great weekend.