How many times have you fallen off the wagon and left and came back to diapers

How many times have you left and came back to diapers or abdl stuff? Do you think we grown outta the resistance and feel comfortable? For those of you who wear medically have you ever not worn to resist the need to?

Years ago when I was in my tweens and twenties I had felt really guilty about wearing cloth diapers and plastic pants and wanting to be a baby and tried to give it up only to go through a very bad depression and tried to commit suicide several times. Since then I have come to accept myself for the AB that I am and to love my cloth diapers and plastic panties. I just that I had the courage to find female friend to share my baby side with.

Hello i wear for medical needs. I do take a diaper break in the morning after i get up before i drink anything so my bottom can get some air out time. This is important for skin integrity.

I have tried to stop wearing over twenty times. It will be going well and then I will see an Ad in the coupon section or I will walk down a diaper isle and all of my diaper feelings come rushing back into my mind. I have wasted a lot of money because of my inability to accept my diapered plight.

Boy I'm new to wearing diapers but crossing dressing and peeing my jeans i have done for a long time many dollars spent on cross/dress and i swear off peeing my self but to night i went to the store and peed so outhers could see why i don't know but i don't lose money by peeing

When I was younger I went through the binge-purge cycle but not any more. I've come to grips that diapers will always be a part of my life.

In fact, just yesterday, I drove to the Comco plant and bought 4 new pairs of plastic pants and visited my "diaper lady" to stock up.

As I have mentioned, I'm wearing diapers to bed because of very frequent bedwetting incidences. I don't think it will go away. I'm no longer worried if others notice I'm wearing diapers. I'm not embarrassed that I have to wear diapers.

I'm now wearing diapers during the day and if I'll be away from home for any amount of time I wear diapers.

I have always wanted to wear diapers and I feel most comfortable when I am wearing diapers. As I got older (in my 20s) I realized that diapers would always be a part of me and I have embraced how they make me feel.

If you feel that you want to stop wearing diapers, pack them up and put them away. Save yourself some money, because chances are great, you will want them again. I have been in diapers regularly for over 40 years and I hope I have 40 more.

I have always loved the feeling of diapers, I wet the bed and had weak muscles that required me to wear them all the time , I was in heaven needing to wear diaper and loved to wear diapers ,,I still need diapers all the time but the feelings of loving to wear them has kind of rubbed off. Just a little

When I was in my late teens early twenties I came to a crossroads. I had before been ashamed of my fetish. I saw myself as a freak. One day it hit me: so what. This is part of me just like being attracted to the same sex is part of a gay persons life. I do not involve unwilling people or innocents so why feel wrong about it. Yes, to the world its freaky, so what. Keep it on a need to know basis (thats my opinion) and do what you want when you can. I felt so much better after that and have not had problems with it since.

I've worn nappies for fun on and off for over 40 years and many time got guilt feelings and threw them away. I've now decided I enjoy them , it is something I keep very private and it hurts nobody so I have decided to stop feeling guilty. Recently , after going through a very painful time of being let down by someone very special who I shared nappies with, I was tempted to clear the whole lot out and put my desires behind me but manage to resist the temptation and I am starting to wear them again so I think they are here to stay.

I would not consider it fallin off the wagon at times when I did not wear diapers. I was stationed on ships in the Navy and for periods of times it would be a good idea not to wear diapers while deployed. Close quaters is one reason, or being able to wear a diaper and no one else knowing.

I just could not imagine wearing diapers during this time in my diapered life. Pulled some long hours on the good ole ships. However when we would hit port, I will say the first thing I did was diapered up if I was able to... Could never find diapers in the Middle East Countries, nor in Africa or South America...

Thailand had a Nanny -- Japan is another country that has Nanny's for us... Just have to get out and explore...

Once in diapers -- sooner or later will be back in diapers.

Diapered67

No you do not grow out of it ,I had a girlfriend so I could not wear my diapers, so I told her and now she is gone and I am sitting here in my diapers and being happy

I've lost track of how many times I've done that. I would throw all my stuff away then I'd feel stupid for doing that. After a while I decided I'd just keep things hidden away and when I was in the "baby mood" I'd take them out and do it again. I wasted so much money on throwing stuff out that I now just keep stuff around and when the mood hits me I still have the stuff.

I have done it several times as well. I am getting more and more confident in the fact that diapers will always be a part of my life. Now when I have times I want to purge I simply put everything in my storage locker and soon it is back in my room where it belongs. Before I started doing this, I probably threw away several hundred dollars worth of diapers/supplies. When the urge would come back, I'd be mad at myself for ever throwing them away.

I tried staying away from diapers during those times when i felt really self-conscious about it... late high school mostly. nowadays i wear 24/7 for a few months at a time and take a couple weeks off here and there.

Many times i quit but always go back not sure why but it is harmless and I don't bother anyone except would love to include a mommy lol

I have never tried to swear off my diapers. The need has always ben to strong for me to stop wearing them. At diffrent times in my life i had to be more caerful about when and where i wore them. When i was younger i was hard on myself for haveing this fetish. Today i am coming to terms with it, it is just part of who i am, and im learning to acept it. The urge has alaways overriden the negative stigmas attached to the fetish.

I have been wearing diapers on and off for over 50 years. Because of my marriage and children I have given them up, but have always returned to them. There is just something about wearing a warm, wet diaper. It is very comforting. I don't think I will ever give it up again.

I did this more often in my 20's and 30's, throwing all diaper related items out in the trash, only to buy more. For the last 15 years, now in my 50's, I haven't done this.

I also, when I was younger, purged the diapers from my wardrobe. Then, usually several months later, would find myself pinned up again. I now use disposables and often have told myself that I should maybe stop and rationalize that I will as soon as I run out. Not! It seems that as soon as I get really low I go buy some more so I don't run out.

Oh well, I really like diapers so why would I want to run out anyway, right?

Keepin' it padded at least every Friday night seems like a good balance with the occasional binge on vacations and definitely on road trips (although also on a recent long flight)

GTG, need a change. 😳 😁

Never i just cant,I love em too much

For the past year every few months I'd pick up interest then every month I'd wear for my period now it's slightly more often

I used to think liking diapers and wanting to wear them was a bad thing and that I was messed up to even think about it. I got rid of anything related to diaper; any social media websites or pictures I had and even got rid of my stash of diaper. All to find myself thinking about it more and eventually found myself back in diaper and loving it.

There have been times when I couldn't wear them, but I never got into the whole purging thing.

Garsh so many times. Last time was about 5 years ago. Never again I'm a DL and going to stay that way.

I'm not personally "as me" self identified as AB/DL for pleasure. I had medical needs both before and after cancer. So my comments may be a bit phase oblique to the folks where this is a Lovemap integrated thing. Respect for our needs is both a thing between each other and internally. Which causes some of us to be our own worst scold.

And, to be me- I've accepted all that I need to be and not be which includes being aware of moods changing. Some of us "Purge" as opposed to merely locking one footlocker and unlocking another for our Shedload Of Suchlike. Soft Warm smile and a hope that we all cherish our inner child-adult and the in betweens equally. I do also see the mechanical utility of a woman using diapers for her moontimes.

That empathy comes from times spent bleeding due to cancer, and my having a femme alter ego.