Guilt? The gross reality of it all.

It happens when I read stories mostly of or about the way I wish things were. or everytime I try to grasp that true childlike headspace and my wife whips me right back out with talk of bills or etc.

I remember im a 24 yr old guy. an adult with a wife and responsibilities wearing a diaper. Then the guilt sets in followed by the self loathing.

I was looking at the clothes on cosyndry and thinking how much I want it but I know I am the only person who is going to see it or appreciate it because even though the wife knows and accepts because she used to be apart of the scene she no longer is so she kind of "discourages" it.

its love hate.

Well, not being married I can't really say how it feels. However, I think you need to make some time for yourself, a time when you can get away from reality and indulge yourself. I don't know if you've already tried to make your wife see you need this time. But, she should understand it's part of who you are, and you need to pay some attention to it.

Maybe you need to balance things out a bit more, so I think if you see something you want, go for it! In your case, no it can't be all the time, but if you can work out some balance you can be happy. Good luck!

That stinks toons!!! but hey at least she knows and does accpet you for you so thats good. I agree with luvs here pall. some personell time alone to enjoy is not something out of the question i think. And you know how woman are they are like cats and always curious . If she sees your enjoying them she may just come back and diaper you for old time sake!!! but is not then well enjoy them while alone and talk to us we will try to entertain you best we can LOL!!