Embarrasing yet hot

Thats something that happened to me a little while ago, and I want to know what you guys think about it.

short introduction, I'm in a relationship and I have a son with my bf, he is a bit older than me. I like to wear diapers, even in public, but I'm discreet about it and I'm not an ab. he knows about it and is ok with it, but he is not into diapers.

he is 12 years my senior, I'm rather tiny and its not unusual that people think me to be his teenage-daughter.

that incident happened at the supermarket, my son was in the shopcart with my bf pushing it, I strolled alongside and was putting stuff into the cart, when he all of a sudden stopped and made as if he was smelling something bad.

he checked our sons diapers, but then, without a word, he came over to me and acted as if he checked if I had had an accident in my pants. you know, like you do with a bit bigger kiddos, bending me at the waist and sniffing at my behind.

I was so suprised I only squeeked "it wasnt me", but didn't even try to resist. 😳

it must have been pretty convincing, cause one lady customer who had watched it, asked my bf if he didn't think I was already to old for accidents. he just answered that he wasn't to sure about that.

the whole thing was really embarrasing for me and I spend the rest of the shopping trip with a red face starring at my shoes.

the experience at that moment wasn't pleasant, to say the least,and I wouldn't want a repeat, but if I think back to it now, it gets me all tingly , isn't that strange. ???

I would be enbarrased too

You do not have to be an AB to like being treated like a child. To me it sounds like you are an adult little girl, or LG. That tingle is telling you that you need to explore it. And to me it sounds like you are dating someone who just might enjoy being a daddy to you.

That sounds like good advice, but I'm at a bit of a loss how to explore it,

asking my bf would be a possibility, I guess

I think it's like doing something naughty and getting away with it Preymanti. I think you thought it was a bit naughty, out of the ordinary to say the least, but when you think about it, it's nice.

Thanks for sharing your shopping trip with us. I think it would be embarrassing, but cute 😁

I didn't do anything naughty, or do u mean to say my bf was naughty by treating me like that

Oh no! I'm not saying you did anything naughty, or your BF, not at all. I mean, it's like that because most people don't think to do something like that. Naught fun! Like eating a giant ice cream Sunday, when you know you should just have the small 😁

That's why I said, it's a bit out of the ordinary. Not everyone would do that. Just some, hee hee naughty fun 😁

When something embarrassing happens to you, it's not always funny or pleasant at the moment, but later on when you think it over it can be all of those.

I agree preymanti5 it could be fun. Sounds like your bf is starting to accept your d/l side a lot more or trying to embarrass you out of it. Here's hoping for the first for you. 😉

Wow, I'd love to be able to play little games like that with my fiance. I'm not into hardcore humiliation, but I find little embarrassing things, like the experience you had, to be really sexy.

Oh my ...giggles ...someone made a nasty somewhere....

I want to thank u for all the nice replies 😃

I have given it some thought and I'm quite certain now that daddyash is right and I'm a lg, 😃

but I'm not so sure about my bf, maybe luvsit is right, and he tried to show me that he isn't ok with my dl side, 😢

if it is so, telling him about my feelings would make things arkward,

I'm trying to think of ways to find out how he is inclined without talking about it,

in a subtle way,

I have some ideas, but maybe u could provide me with some more 😉

maybe u could provide me with some more

I think preymanti5 that I would for now continue as normal and wait to see if he repeats the scenario in some way, before confronting him ith anything. If he does, then you could respond that you really enjoy the new way he has started to care for you. Whatever his response he will know you like both the diapers (which he has to know already since you wear them even in public places) and his acknowledgment of your wearing them, even if it is a little embarrassing.

BTW I really enjoy the avatar you have posted. Cute, cut, cute!

Those of us who have to wear diapers most of the time know that a diaper and plastic panties can get very warm and uncomfortable in summer. i've been wearing them since I started my teen years. It took some getting used to wearing a diaper and plastic panties to bed but I did and now feel naked if I don't even though I don't wet every night. My step sister a year older also has to wear diapers. I don't remember exactly how old we were but we found a way around the hot plastic panties in summer. I was complaining about the heat one day and her mother, my step mother, suggested we wear feminine over night pads in panties. I had been wearing panties since 14 so that part was welcome. We each got s pair of nylon full brief style panties and a couple pads. All the women in the house wear pads at night when they have their period so there was a sizable supply. My step showed me how to fit the pad into the panties so it would be comfortable and effective. Then that first time I put the panties on with the pad it kind of felt a bit like a diaper. But I very quickly got used to it and now find it very comfortable. Since I hardly ever wet during the day this worked. I've been wearing panties with pads daily for the past few years. Sometimes I wear them to bed but I learned that a diaper and plastic panties are really the only answer to night time protection. One last thing, don't just wear white panties. Mix it up with colors and lace!

When he sees that you are wearing a diaper, you can ask him if it is okay or if you should do it less.

Then, I you can tell him you liked what he did and ask why he did it.

You are most likely a dl, explain it to him

There is no embarrassment in diapered life, unless you want it to be .

When you wear, it's either physical or mental/emotional need,. And for certain you have to learn to be detached, as a person who needs die to physical need if I reacted or telegraphed to the world everything going on In my diaper, I would always be embarrassed /red faced as I always leak and mess myself, and generally I'm not aware of it until it happens. But I'd you think about it ,in advance or before "Shit happens" you will go crazy knowing this is going to happen now or later and just accept it.

If someone around you is aware or takes notice, let it wash ones you lick water on a duck, there is no reason to make it an issue for you, if you only wear diapers and not use ,you may not understand, try using intentionally around some consenting adults, it feels scary at first and very unnatural from what your programmed to do during childhood.

An afterthought to my suggestion about wearing feminine pads with panties. Two things I forgot to mention. It works if you like to wear pantyhose as I do. I tried pantyhose over a diaper and plastic panties once and never again. It felt very unfeminine. I wear disposable diapers and tight plastic panties because I don't like the bulges etc. and can wear them under shorts or slacks. A couple times I wore white shorts of very lightweight material and didn't even think of the effect my pink plastic panties would have. I went out shopping with my sister and her girlfriend and the girlfriend mentioned it as soon as we got to the mall. Nothing I could do then. The other thing is that after wearing pads with full nylon briefs for a couple years I finally decided to try wearing pads with hip length bikini and it works..not with thongs or g-strings though .

An afterthought to my suggestion about wearing feminine pads with panties.

When I'm out in public, I use a woman's Poise pad in my Bali Free Form women's nylon full-cut panties size 7. I have "Shy Bladder Syndrome". Often I'll wear two pairs of this panty. This panty was good in the early 1990's, but then Bali change it such that it does not hold a pad as well.. Here's a link to the current panty:

https://www.onehanesplace.com/bali-nylon-freeform-panty.html?country=US&currency=USD&D1=SEARCHA&gclid=EAIaIQobChMI2sGVvr_97AIVpNSzCh1qgg-vEAQYAiABEgJ2T_D_BwE&gclsrc=aw.ds