Do you ever think your diaper fetish consumes your life

Do you ever think your diaper fetish consumes your life? O makes things harder?

I love wearing and using, But sometimes wonder if it masks a bigger problem and I am not facing it. Besides loving the feeling, I wonder if there is a deeper reason behind it.

For me it comlicates my life in that it's hard to find friends,especially female ones to understand and to share with.

Well I honestly think it's a nurture thing like when you were a baby you were not loved enough or to much and it's a longing to go back to that to either get that love or feel it again however if you only enjoy wearing then maybe it's a security thing as for finding people to talk about it with In real life well it's a natural want to feel better about yourself buy thinking atleast I'm not like him or her so general population will do that to any and all minority groups they can such as racism althogh now racists are now part of that minority because we have been taught to think that is bad but think of someone you don't like not exactly hate but don't like and what is it you don't like? Probally the way they act or think which brings me back to atleast i'm not like them

I believe in balance. You need to find that within yourself. You have to learn how to control this thing in your head and center. Like any other thing in life over indulgence throws everything else off and becomes unhealthy. Learn how to compromise. Instead of telling people (whom btw probably dont even need to know) talk to people online. Travel around to get togethers and meetings. Instead of wearing to work if u need a fix print out a story or two and read a little while on break. BALANCE!! If you let it.....it willconsume you.