Diapers as a self punishment

Greetings

I was wondering if anyone ever considered using diapers as a method of self punishment. I have done this to myself for years. Put on diapers and fantasied about it as a punishment for real bad behavior, especially if it was something I got away with. Sometimes I would double up on a blazing hot day and not allow myself to take them off till my "penance" had been done, no matter how uncomfortable I got. Or I wear and over sized diaper and wear a short shirt so that no matter what I did anyone who looked would see my diapers poking up. It was humiliating and served as a fairly severe punishment for myself.

Perhaps I am alone in this, my head shrinker says I had a "need" to be punished as a result of some unknown trauma probably relating to my RL potty training years. I nodded my head and laughed inwardly. My parents were as gentle during that period as a down comforter. I never got spanked till later in my youth.

So what is it I wonder?

Anyone else ever have this?

I want to find a good self punishment. can anyone help?

Well, i do have some experience punishing ppl, but primarily in a BDSM fashion, however i am still pretty nice and yet pretty mean, i may be will to help those looking for punishment.

I coulds see this taken to an unpleasant extreme - I recall one of the old Inquisition methods of placing a person in a "coffin" type device, with a holes for food and water to go in, but not to go out, and after a few weeks, real "icky" things would start to happen to the unfortunate individual as teh level of excretions began to grow...

Yes as long as you don't hurt yourself, it's sort of fun, in an interesting sort of way...

I suppose it is possible like just any other thing. A long as it doesn't interfer with your real life, it doesn't really matter that much does it?

Maybe its not that much a punishment, but more humilation?

I love reading stories with diaper punishment and diaper discipline in them and pretend that it's me being punished and disiplined when pinning on my cloth diapers and slowly pulling on my plastic pants

I don't know much about diapers as a self-punishment, but I do know about the idea of punishing yourself for something you don't really know what it is. (I know that was awkwardly phrased, but I think the point comes across). Usually making youself uncomfortable (like on the hot days) and maybe intentionally embarrassing yourself can be mild forms of self punishment. You know, between self pity, wall punching. Basically, I'd say talk to the shrink again, make sure that he gets the point and see what he says. Hope this helps.

For 14 years (and counting) I have theorised about (and sometimes even toyed with) the notion of self-punishment and in all that time, I have NEVER even considered using diapers as a means of self-punishment.

I received real diaper punishment at times as I was growing up, which was hated then but now is very much a turn on.

I remember when I was about 10 and I read in Ann Landers about a boy that wet the bed so his mom had him wear diapers and plastic panties to bed. If he woke up wet he had to put dry diapers and plastic pants on after his shower and wear them all day as diaper punishment. The aunt that wrote to Ann Landers thought this was abusive and so did Ann Landers. I wished my mom did that to me. I only got to wear my diapers and plastic panties at night for my bedwetting.

Now when I put on my cloth diapers and plastic panties I tell myself they are to remind me that I am a diapered bedwetter and that I need diaper humiliation and diaper punishment. I believe this all came from bedwetting beginnings when I wore cloth pinned on diapers and plastic panties and I just loved having them on. However it was still humiliating to be a 10, 11 and 12 year old in diapers and plastic baby pants and then Klienert plastic panties. Soon the diaper humiliation and diaper punishment became a pleasure along with the erection in my diapers and plastic panties. I know for most bedwetters in diapers and plastic baby panties that there was an element oh humiliation in still needing them and wearing them.

Yes I have at times for self punishment put on a diaper and even wet it while out doing errands around town for a encircling sensation of embarassment and belittling of myself having lost my bodily control and once home pleasured myself with masturbation prior to removing it.

My wife if in a devious playful mood has on occasion ordered me to put a diaper on if I said or did something to her disliking. Before I can put on my other clothing I have to parade around our home doing chores such as dishwashing, vacuuming, and laundry Inc. hers such as panties and bras. Fretter

I don't know if this is punishment but was forced back into diapers by my wife for wetting on thing's and been confined to them for about 30yrs.

I can't say that I've ever used diapers as a sepf punishment per se, but in my fantasies, every time I'm being disciplined I am forced to wear my diapers, mainly as a form of humiliation. Getting caught with wet or messy diapers and being punished for it sounds hot, as long as I'm forced back into diapers. Revolving door?

I remember when I was about 10 and I read in Ann Landers about a boy that wet the bed so his mom had him wear diapers and plastic panties to bed. If he woke up wet he had to put dry diapers and plastic pants on after his shower and wear them all day as diaper punishment. The aunt that wrote to Ann Landers thought this was abusive and so did Ann Landers. I wished my mom did that to me. I only got to wear my diapers and plastic panties at night for my bedwetting.

I wonder if this was my aunt who wrote this. I highly doubt it but I was treated the same was for my bedwetting. If I woke up in a wet diaper, I was made to wear cloth training pants with plastic panties for the day. Not sure if it was punishment or trying to humiliate me to stop wetting the bed. Either way, it was something I kind of liked. These days, I like to diaper punishment myself for being naughty. I like to self spank myself for leaving skid marks in my underpants and then diapers and jammies go on for the rest of the day.