How did you discover that you were a AB?

I knew there was something different about me as I reached my teens. I was a chronic bedwetter and as I entered my teenage years I could have beaten it for sure but chose not to and deliberately wet at night to make sure I stopped waking with the need to pee. I never wanted to be dry at night and looked forward to my bedwetting.

When I finally became dry at night at around my 21st birthday I missed being wet at night. When my bedwetting returned after almost 30 years I soon settled back in to the habit and now wear nappies 24/7. I couldn't be happier.

I was into diapers at a young age discovered I was an AB by watching a jerry springer show. Show had a group of ABs on even had head of DPF (tommy) .after that show I went out got a PC & started downloading AB sites & chats now I can say been an AB for 30+ years

When I always went to bed with a pacifier, and could not wait until woke up & put a diaper on, drinking from my BA BA , watching toddler cartoons!

By wetting myself.

I considered myself mostly DL when I went to untrain. I had some stuff, like a pacifier (plain white), but I didn't like having baby print stuff or anything

I went to untrain and untrained successfully, but then had a long 'down' cycle (it would have been a purge cycle if I was still toilet trained, but obviously as an incon person I can't really purge).

I came out of that feeling more AB. I like more babyish colourful stuff now and I'm also willing to make more big obviously babyish purchases (like the rubber sheet on my bed or my pink sleeper with snaps). I guess it's (a) because a lot of the stuff that actually works is AB and colourful and (b) I guess old memories are coming back.

I would LOVE to have Sesame street adult diapers! I always wake up @ about 3:00 Am to pee then wish I were diapered!! I am so happy to be retired and wearing a very wet diaper, sucking on my baby bottle first thing in the morning, for 3 hours before my wife wakes up, watching cartoons, with my pacifier in hand! Oh and also wearing a baby bib!! At first I was a DL, then when I discovered how good it felt to have a binkie in my mouth, OMG! And then my BA BA! as well as my ONESIE! I love being a DL & AB!!! I would love to be diaper trained! ( not potty trained!) !!!! Why else do you think my name is Big baby husband????!!!!

In my case I never really grew up, older yes but never grew out of my inner childhood as I am Autistic and I also have been subject to bullying all of my short life so naturally I do retrete to a safer stress free time in my life psycalogically speaking at least.

If I had it my own way and I did not have to worry about anything anymore then yes I would go fully back to becoming a Adult baby as per my earlier replies.

And yrs I've known I was a ABDL since I turned 6-8yrs of age in my childhood all those years ago, but it's even more true as I get older and at some point my past will become my future.

Yours sincerly

Chinababy888.

I have been a dl for over sixty years, I age play from any where from six to sixteen but never have been into ab stuff.

I always knew I had an AB side when I became diaper dependent.

I knew when i was around 7 that i wanted to be a baby. i found an old pair of footed pajamas in the basement. They had hot wheels on them and i put them on. Though a little tight i loved how they felt. So that night i woke up around 2am to pee and decided i would just wet the bed because did almost every night anyway. That's when i knew i was different.

Of all things, I think it was a Tom & Jerry cartoon. I was young at the time, maybe in preschool. I vaguely remember them ending up on some sort of assembly line for baby dolls. Robot arms came out of nowhere to powder them and put them in diapers and bonnets and to give them bottles.

That's not exactly how my fantasy goes, but the seed was planted at that point. I didn't even know what I was doing while laying on my hand and squirming during nap time, but that's what I thought about while I did it.

I loved to be dressed in diapers by my mom so that got me used to it then i new i was a adultbaby when i seen them on the internet

Being born both, but only being raised male, I guess the female part of me never grew up. I began to regress uncontrollably when aged 11. I didn't realize what I was until 19 when finally able to search my symptoms online and found others like me.

It was only 4 years ago that I tried my first nappy and became an ab through some very unfortunate events

My cousin who was and still is my best friend suffered an head injury due to a car accident which left her in a coma and due to that left her incontinent and the mental age of a 3 year old so helping my aunt adapt to looking after her and the easiest way to do that is treating her as the little girl she is

And while babysitting for her I felt guilty looking at her playing on the floor with her doll house on her own especially since we used to do everything together so I decided to join her on the floor a play dolls with her we was having a great time playing until I needed to go to the toilet and she didn't want me stop playing a leave and even with me telling her I'll be back she grabbed hold of me and wouldn't let me go and I was struggling holding my full bladder and trying to get away from a 21 year old toddler who is a few inches taller than I am and some point during the struggle I lost the fight of holding my bladder and lost the strength to try and get away from her and sat down with tears running down my face playing dolls in my wet pants until she give up playing and I sneaked away and changed my clothes.

And after a few times of that happening when I played with her I put on one of her nappies before played with her the next time and I found it better wetting in the nappy than trying to struggle to get away from my cousin and wetting my pants and sitting there cold and wet I could just keep playing with her then after that I started taking it further and using one of her dummies while playing then having a bottle with her before she took her nap to even dressing in her clothes so It was easier to change myself with the snaps on her clothes and I was having so much fun with her and she was more happy having her friend back on her level and I couldn't wait to watch her and dress up and put myself in a nappy once my aunt lefted

I started feeling more and more like a boy. Have a very unusually underdeveloped little pp that was never active, not like a penis. Went right into plastic diapers by late 20s, bottle fed, baths, bibs, etc, Felt more and more dependent, needing looking after. Knew at that point what was going on.

Well tor me there's no choice , i.have to play the cards I am dealt .I becam e a DL to spice incontinence ,never knowing there was more to come.yes I power test diapers for fun, basically testing it's limits before it fails .

The AB is because the next part of my journey was a progressive degenerative nerve and muscle disease ,so I am sliding into baby 2.0 as things stand ,I can't stand walk or change myself anymore,I am everyday “recovering” my dependence on adults,the only thing not directly affected so far is.my mind ,and i.have to accept that my only other choice is not kicking and screaming as life frustrates my being adult with dependence on adults ,if I live long enough I won't be able to move or breathe on my own.. so many people look for fancy societal labels,does it really matter wether your all DL or have 10 percent interest in AB activities ,nope it doesn't ,just as LGBTQ friends used to live in closets until society progressed a little .you need to understand this really isn't kinky.and being into the ever so humble ABDL crowd a big.issue compared to alcohol,drugs,greed etc,so.just accept yourself the way.you are no further labels are needed or should be applied ,if you want to understand why I say that just look at the #1 most prescribed drugs in. The country are anti psychotics,is everyone fricking nuts or is there to many people searching for answers they won't find in any bottle of pills or any therapy couch ACCEPTANCE of themselves the way they are . I hope in.someway this helps ,if not diaper up and go bed wet awhile and think about î and we'll your there if you need to drop a deuce do that also.m

Life doesn't come with an.owners manual so we have to make it up as we go.,don't complicate that with labels .enjoy your hobby be it collecting stamps coins,cars or filling diapers ,problem no problem m

Regression. Many years ago, started feeling more like a boy. Progressively got worse, till I went right back into plastic tapes disposable diapers, since raised in 70s in Pampers. You go with what you know, what is familiar to you. Then slowly bottle, then bib, more dependent, undeveloping, untraining, worse over time.

I always knew I had AB tendencies, but thought I was more on the DL side rather then AB side. I was like 10-20% AB and 80-90% DL up untill a year ago.

A year ago I went to my first big ABDL event. At this event I found a little boy inside me that had never been out this strong. This is a 2,5 year old (so technically it is an AT) that has found a safe place to play and has a lot of fun with his new friends. He even found his big sister there 😊.

So that is my short version of how I discovered my little side.

Spike