What led up to your enemas starting an did they hurt how frequently did you receive them

My mom an dad split up when I was six my adventures started shortly after my sister would put me face down on my bed and pull my pants down or off completely mom would then get out the rectal thermometer an take my temperature an leave it in me about 30 minutes then she would deem I needed a laxative I was put in a diaper an made to use it then one night I went to take a shower mom always got my shirt an pants and put them on the towel cabinet when I showered one night I get out of the shower an only had a shirt I popped my head out the door and said mom I don’t have pants she says I’ll be in there in a minute witch she was with a blue bulb with a large nozzle a Tupperware bowl with a white milky fluid in it she was holding a small leather strap with a buckle on it she took my towel off me laid it on the floor and told me to lay on my back she put the strap on my ankles put the other end over the towel rack and pulle up my legs completely exposing my butt she put the entire bowl in me one bulb at a time when she was done she put a plug in me an left me in the position until she felt it was long enough she made the mix very strong my stomach was doing summersaults she finally let my legs down put me over the toilet pulled out the plug an I exploded for like an hour this started wake would go on for 10 years escalating as it went