One of the most intense feelings I remember when going to the doctor was if and when the doctor would examine my genitals. This feeling would intensify as the exam progressed. If I was there for a physical, laying down for the abdominal exam would cause extreme nervousness and butterflies in my stomach. I knew that it was only a matter of time before the doctor removed my underwear and examined my genitals. If I was there for a sick visit, I always hoped that I could escape having my genitals examined. This was never the case, and at some point, the doctor would find an excuse to lower my underwear and examine my genitals. How did the feeling of anticipation affect you? Is it something that is integral to your fetish? How do you recreate that feeling when you fantasize or role play?