Childhood suppository memory turned sexual fetish. But why?

I vaguely remember getting suppositories as a child. I didn't like them! I remember crying whenever I got one because I'd imagine that they hurt me back then, although I do remember getting aroused and getting an erection. Why do these thoughts turn me on so much now? When I see an attractive lady, I think about her taking suppositories or getting suppositories or her giving me a suppositories. Can anyone explain why this is so? I'd love to hear some possible explanations.

I'm not well-versed in psychotherapy, but maybe that's how the body responded to stress or trauma — replacing a traumatic or unpleasant experience with something that excites.

I just remember my dads large fingers making sure they were all the way in..

Same here. my earliest childhood memory is having a white pill painfully inserted.

Back then I had psychotherapy with a guy whom I told him most of my traumatic experiences with enemas and suppositories, and the pleasure I feel now from them.

He said that maybe I had an involuntary orgasm, who knows. Anus and rectum are very sensitive places.

My mom was a believer in rectal thermometers and suppositories. She kept them in the refrigerator door the long sticks she would slowly slide in like a melting thermometer until you had to poop then the ones she push in your butt with her finger deep for constipation , Phenergan suppository for nausea even as teenagers she asked the Dr for prescription .. Tylenol suppository for fever or pain … I was kinda surprised other parents were the same in the 70’s 80’s not just them but pediatrician office too thing seem to all lead to the butt …… one time my girlfriend at the time was talking about getting a suppository at the hospital in front of her mom and other people in the room in the emergency department at 13 or 14 we got to talking about things I was 15 I got a thermometer shot and suppositories up my butt some how this turn into a sexual fetish between us