Has anyone had a cardiovert or a defib shock to the heart?

Hello as anyone had a cardiovert or a defib shock to the heart done i have a few times as a child, teen and adult.

i have been in 3 cardiac arrests and 2 atrial fabulation

I have had it done twice. First time I was awake enough to had felt the shock and remember the procedure. I flopped, hollered, and everyone in the room gasped. The second time they made sure I was out and I don't remember any of that one. I had a slight 'burn' pattern after both that went away after a few days.

Both times it put me back in sinus rhythm, but only lasted several days. Since then I have been in and out of AFib. I'll go several days at a time in either state. I'm currently in sinus rhythm now and have been for a few days at the time of writing this. Hoping it will stick one of these times, I've been told it's possible.

I have shocked more than one person. sometimes successfully.