Spanked by your real mother

Are there any here who often imagine their real mother or father spanking them? Perhaps you imagine yourself really young again, or even as a grown adult? I believe that the shame, embarrassment, vulnerability, atonement, and fulfillment would have to be the most intense levels imaginable. It's largely unrealistic, but perhaps the fantasy of this affects you in a powerful way?

I sometimes think of a few instances where my real mother spanked me. And I've often thought about it when seeing the hairbrush she used to spank.

Oh, yes. Both of them.

Spanked by my parents, teachers, I have not forgiven any of them.

My mother was the one who did all the spanking when I was growing up. I think about it a lot and I do often fantasise about recreating those spankings with a partner, but my mother doesn't feature in these fantasies.

Yes I wish I could receive one now from her. Embarrassing to talk about but feel free to message me for a private conversation.

Yes I wish I could receive one now from her. Embarrassing to talk about but feel free to message me for a private conversation.

Yes I wish I could receive one now from her. Embarrassing to talk about but feel free to message me for a private conversation.

As a child, I was spanked by my mother until I was 15. I was afraid of it and never craved it. However, from the age of 11, it started to excite me – I would get erections during spankings, and sometimes in the lead-up to them. I would masturbate after spankings.

Today, I sometimes fantasize about being spanked, but I imagine not my mother but my nanny (I've never had a nanny). I imagine someone who is kind and friendly, and whom I like very much. At the same time, they are firm and consistent, and they follow the rules. When she decides that I have broken the rules, she spanks me.