Suddenly Erotic: How Did You Realize Medical Procedures Turned You On?

Has anyone developed an interest in "white erotica" (medical fetish) through medical treatments or exams?

I’m fascinated by how unconscious sensations during a procedure—sometimes years later—can transform into a conscious kink. Was there a moment when you suddenly realized, "Wait, this actually turns me on…"?

For me, medical procedures—even uncomfortable or not entirely pain-free ones—sparked an erotic fascination. I’d love to hear your experiences:

What specific treatment or exam triggered this for you? (e.g., gynecological exams, prostate checks, catheters, endoscopies, injections, etc.)

Did the authority of the medical professional (doctor/nurse) play a role, or was it more about the situation itself? (instruments, sounds, smells, the clinical environment)How old were you when this happened?

Do you remember feeling physical or emotional reactions during the procedure that you couldn’t explain at the time? (e.g., strange tingles, tension, shame, curiosity, or a weird fascination despite discomfort).

How did the shift from "unpleasant" to "erotic" happen for you?

Was there a specific moment when your perception changed?

When did you realize this had become a kink for you?

Were there external triggers (movies, conversations, similar scenes) that suddenly made the connection click?

(Feel free to share as much or as little as you’re comfortable with!)

I realised I had a medical kink around the age of 13-14, I had what I considered a traumatic dental visit where I was given gas aged around 11, I ended up restrained as I tried to get our of the chair and make a run for it. After that appointment I slowly began to have tingles thinking back to that appointment, I still get those tingles when I visit the dentist now, probably stronger than ever, it wasn't until I joined Zity that I shared this with anyone, my husband still doesn't know. I thought I was wierd until I realised there were a lot more like me here. As soon as I get to the dentist, I have butterflies and tingles, and when the nurse calls my name I can honestly say I'm damp, as I see the dental chair, the tingles increase, my dentist is lovely, quite motherly and has no idea how I'm feeling in her chair, I feel embarrassed when there, I now wear a sanitary pad to save embarrassment❤️

I have a distant memory of a letter to parents from my school, which required them to have me examined by a physician. It may have been for entry to high school. I remember my my mom talking with another mom about the required physical and that it appeared to be more thorough than my previous checkups. I could tell by her voice that I was going to experience something new and perhaps embarrassing. When I looked at the letter there was a list of items to be examined. They included ears and mouth, eyes, lymph nodes, heart, lungs, abdomen, etc. One item was "genitalia" and another item was "perianal". I had mixed feelings about that part of the exam, that it could be both exciting and embarrassing. I think it was my mom who took me to the doctor. She stayed in the waiting room when I was directed to the exam room. I was instructed to undress to my underpants which was somewhat embarrassing, as I was quite shy. He proceeded quickly through the exam and at one point had me stand up and pulled down my underwear. He briefly examined my genitals had me turn around and spread my butt cheeks. Then he pulled my pants back up again and had me get dressed. Then he checked those two items off on the list.

I remember a combination of embarrassment and excitement, but also an element of pleasure, particularly the feeling of having my underpants pulled down. It was the first time anyone had seen me naked other than my own family. From that point on I was subjected to compulsory nudity fairly often at swim class and in locker rooms with lots of other naked boys which I found very embarrassing but without the element of pleasure. That all changed in college when I discovered the pleasure of skinny dipping with other people, and now I fondly remember a very thorough physical when I was a senior, especially when the doctor briefly slid some sort of instrument into my butt.

I had been playing doctor with a female cousin for a few years and there was a distinct sexual aspect to it - I mean I knew it was naughty and not something to be telling my parents about, but what made Medical actually sexual for me was an, let's call it, abusive, exam I had around age 11-12 that included a pelvic. It was a surprise (to me) and I'm still not sure why it happened. It was the furthest thing from enjoyable when it happened, it was painful, humiliating, frightening, and left me feeling betrayed by my own mother - so not at all positive. BUT, in the weeks after, I found myself masturbating to the memory of it and did so for years. I think it's formed the basis for more than a few of my adult fantasies.

A few things from childhood, among which:

I got a memorable digital rectal exam to confirm I had appendicitis, it was a huge surprise but it introduced me to deep and smooth anal penetration. This was way beyond the more common sensation of suppository or thermometer insertion.

I was circumcised due to phimosis, again a huge surprise to me, and this gave me a strange relationship to genital exams, about my penis etc.

All this created in my psyche links between the genitals, the anus/rectum, cleanliness/uncleanliness, shame, grief, and excitement.

What specific treatment or exam triggered this for you? (e.g., gynecological exams, prostate checks, catheters, endoscopies, injections, etc.)

--My medfet is masks on female patients, and it all started with anesthesia via the "black beauty" mask. At some point, which I wish I remembered, it mostly pivoted toward girls in protective masks (surgical, N95, elastomeric, etc). I have been fascinated by the feeling of the mask, but only in relation to thinking of a pretty girl actually wearing it, not me.

Did the authority of the medical professional (doctor/nurse) play a role, or was it more about the situation itself? (instruments, sounds, smells, the clinical environment)How old were you when this happened?

--The situation itself. Instruments, mainly, I guess, i.e. the mask. The earliest memory of a girl in a mask that I can remember is a photo from one of those books made for kids that details what to expect when hospitalized for surgery. It was of a girl my age (8 or 9, maybe?) who was lying on her back on an OR table and being administered gas through a "black beauty" mask.

Do you remember feeling physical or emotional reactions during the procedure that you couldn’t explain at the time? (e.g., strange tingles, tension, shame, curiosity, or a weird fascination despite discomfort).

--I grew up having many major surgeries. I seem to remember being fascinated by the feeling of a mask, but also embarrassment. Not really turned on by the feeling of it. I much preferred seeing a girl masked, and wondering what she felt both physically and emotionally while masked. Especially when my fetish turned towards protective masks. For instance, seeing footage of a girl who just had a lung transplant, and she is being released, so she may be dressing up a little bit. Maybe skirt, tights, a nice blouse....and then she masks herself in, say, an N95 (my favorite is the bright aqua blue 3M #1860).

How did the shift from "unpleasant" to "erotic" happen for you?

--I think the mask was always, like anything else hospital-related, kind of an instrument of trauma from my very youngest years. But at some point lost to history, I became aware of girls, and that even the prettiest ones had to have surgery at times, and so I learned to look at masked girls like other straight boys looked at girls in swimsuits.

Was there a specific moment when your perception changed?

--I'm sure there likely was a moment when the eroticism started, but that's a lost memory. I'd sure be curious to remember that moment, and who the girl was that caught my eye. I do know that the mask issue can be upleasant and erotic both. Unpleasant to be wearing, just because it symbolizes the trauma I've been through medically. But very pleasant and a massive turn-on to see a girl have to wear due to her own medical need for a mask. Something about the irony of dressing in your favorite clothes, and then having to mask yourself in public, which society society doesn't really accept.

When did you realize this had become a kink for you?

--I was born in '75, but only in '98 did I ever come across a site that deliberately eroticized medical masks. It was a Japanese site that had lots of pics of females in daily life wearing masks in public. At that point, I realized it was a fetish for some people and I was able to just go with it. It felt really good, because in my youngest years, I held masks a few times and would start shaking. This wasn't a trauma reaction. This was a sexual reaction, and I was just too young to realize it.

Were there external triggers (movies, conversations, similar scenes) that suddenly made the connection click?

---well, that site, apparently. Though I always did enjoy scenes on TV that would profile a girl in a medical situation that required her to wear a mask. I found it most erotic when she was also just wearing whatever street clothes she liked. Something about wearing the mask in spite of peer pressure against wearing it. Something about her looking different than the rest of the room when masked. Gotta do it. Doctor's orders.

(Feel free to share as much or as little as you’re comfortable with!)

Pelvic pain check ups from female to female

Definitely injections in the buttocks when I was a child. Pulling down my pants and the nurse seeing my bare butt then sticking the needle in.