Are you worried about dying and your enema equipment being found?

Nope. What does it matter? I'll be dead. My (adult) stepson is a cool guy. He'd either think nothing of it or laugh. I certainly don't care what any strangers may think.

If I die first, my wife won’t be too surprised. She knows that I like my enemas even though she doesn’t like them. So she wouldn’t have any problem chucking my stuff in the trash.

But, if we were both gone and our daughters were cleaning out our house, there would probably be some surprises. Under the bathroom sink there is a typical red enema bag, Vaseline, Castile soap, and even a bulb syringe. Not too surprising for an old fart who probably has trouble shitting regularly. But separately there is a drawer with assorted butt plugs, enema nozzles, lubes, and a few other things that will certainly raise their eyebrows.

I might be embarrassed if someone found my toys now, but when I die? Are they going to send me a picture of it in the afterlife? I would hope that someone would be able to enjoy it.

I’m not worried if I die before my wife. Although she dislikes enemas and my ‘habit’ she knows I have enema bags. She will dispose of them I’m sure. If we die together her children will no doubt find my stuff but I won;t care!

Enema bags and irrigators are normal, perhaps not so frequently used anymore as decades ago, medical equipment. Only those who use enemas for "extra benefits” themselves will know that the equipment was used to achieve satisfaction of sexual needs with wonderful orgasms. The rest might assume the enemas were used as an old fashioned way to relieve constipation or as part of complementary medicine. So don’t worry too much!

Yes, for sure i am afraid for dying - even as other people do, i would mean -, but when the time will be come, i am not afraid, that other member's of my family will be allowed to take a look to my personal things, and so found some " special's " !! - because dying will be a " one time cause ", but hopefully most of them will hold me in respectful remembrance !!

Yes, I do wonder what would be thought when my bag is emptied and the vaseline and rectal thermometer is discovered. Still i wont be about to know about it.

I'm not worried about anyone seeing my enema equipment. In fact, I tell people about it in the context of health. So, many people know that I'm a fan. I never hid my stuff. I have my colon tube on my 4 quart bag and it is hanging in my bathroom. My German double inflatable nozzle is in my top drawer but not hidden.

If I had any concern, it would be for the paddles and canes I have. But, I also think that's pretty accepted these days and I'm not going be around anyway. There is plenty more to think about than enema and spanking.

I posted something here about putting down shame. I had a therapist years ago who helped me with this. Nobody is going to judge your life by the fact that you have enema equipment, especially if you casually tell people about in the context of health.

The key is to live your life in such a way that anything they find is just more random stuff amongst other random stuff. If you’re chaotic and unpredictable anyway, who knows what kind of bit you had all that stuff for! At least that’s what I tell myself, lol.