As a lifelong klismo, I have bought, sold, and discarded an outrageous number of enema related equipment and literature. I began enema use in the 50's and purchased my first enema bag around 1959-60. Mom and grandma always had their enema bags and bulbs hanging, or stashed in the bathroom. As with many, I worried that any discovery would be detrimental in many ways. I believed that my interest in enemas and douching was a perversion that would result in negative outcomes if not kept very discreet and secretive.
These concerns carried through until I discovered online information in the mid nineties. I did retain a few enema/douche bags over the 40 years and discarded those that ceased to remind me of those items from much earlier decades. With the internet, I learned a great deal about enema use. I had also had the benefit of many medical/nursing manuals dating back to the late early 1900's. The ability to discuss the subject with others online and in attending EFEST events, I discovered that I wasn't that only one who enjoyed the simple procedure and pleasure. Some personal face to face interactions allowed me to overcome any negative psychological concerns.
All that being said, I prefer equipment from the mid 1900's and have collected items that were in new condition thanks to online auctions and perusing drug stores as they closed up shop. I still use items from that timeframe. I have bought, sold, or gifted hundreds of "vintage" or "unique" items. I also came to accept my fetish regarding enema/douche equipment. The paraphilic aspect is also present, and very manageable without negatively impacting personal relationships. I suppose that discretion has allowed this interest to flourish as I've reached a more advanced age.
I do enjoy the communication on this site and others, and appreciate the "friendships" that have developed. My only regret is not being able to personally meet all of those "friends" in face to face interactions. I'd probably still blush, but would never belittle anyone else for being a bit embarrassed (en...bare...assed) due to the subject matter. A few shits and giggles likely never hurt anyone!