My addiction to peppermint soap

I used to use only water or tea but the more I use soap the more I don't want to use any thing else. I have gotten to where I like that feeling that it makes. It gives me a tingly feeling. To me it's not crappy at all that others say but that maybe because of how much I put in the water.

However I don't like to use plain water anymore. Sometimes I'll start the bag with plain yand as I take the enema I put a couple of squirts of soap in the bag.

For years I was a little scarred of soap but now I can't take a enema without soap

Anyone else like this?