My first sex was with a group of boys in Jr. High School. We enjoyed being naked together, and exploring each other's bodies. We were too young to cum, but could experience hard ons, and loved to suck each other. I always enjoyed haveing my ass explored.
The older brother of one of the guys joined us and was eager to use all of us for his larger and hard cock. I loved having him in me, and later, the other boys when they could get hard and cum. I was always happy to the the passive - girl mode to satisfy their cocks. I don't think I ever fucked any of them. But all used me. That way, they didn't have to confront that they were homesexual. I didn't care - names never hurt and cocks felt great! This was before aids, so we didn't have the fear of HIV.
We all discovered girls when we were able to drive. I love girls - and had my first penetration in the backseat of my Ford. I was still available to guys when their dates left them with blue balls! I enjoyed man sex, but was (and still am) only romantic with women.
I married, and went into the military. I never played with men, and raised several great kids. I only remember one time when I went to a gay bath while I was in the military. I did have several women but no men.
After I got out of the military i used to go to gay baths on business trips My wife never knew for certain I like man sex, but I'm sure she suspected. She was great, and loved to give me anal stimultation, and loved to be fucked. She knew I loved to take enemas - she called them recreational! I always did before trips to be clean if I had the opportunity to go to gay bath!
After my wife passed, I am really bi - I have a GF, but a now non-functional cock. She loves my hands and mouth! I go the gays baths when I feel like it, and play on a man to man dating site - mostly chat. But I love to have a man use me.
I am still only romantic with women, but there is always attraction to cocks and balls! They are amazing! And I don't have to buy dinner or say I love you! I just stll love men to let me play with them, and enjoy being fucked. When dressed, I am an alpha male, but naked, I can be their girl!