Masturbation vs Intercourse

I have a wonderfully intimate and sensual relationship with my lovely, that being said, I find it extremely pleasurable when she masturbates me and talks erotically to me, to the point it is sometimes more erotic than intercourse which is also fabulous with her. Just sharing some thoughts

Masturbation doesn’t require a partner, there’s no risk of a disease, no risk of a broken heart, no pregnancy, no head games, zero stress, no toxic nonsense….and it’s free!

Intercourse can be wonderful, can build a strong relationship, can produce children, among other amazing things…. Provided that you’re lucky.

Unfortunately at this time for this MtF transgender lesbian it's all masturbation solo. Since becoming urinary incontinent (wearing diapers 24/7) 13 years ago and went through a divorce after that put sex and relationships to a stop.

This is my fourth month on HRT for transitioning and my mood swings are bouncing everywhere. Some days I'm horny as hell and other days of no interest.

Last week they increased my estrogen dosage which is definitely getting very hard to get erections. My mood maybe different if I had a supportive lesbian partner.

My desire is there for intercourse for a lesbian encounter way, however I don't have a partner at this time. To be honest I'm not sure I'm ready. Like some have posted, no games, no hurt, no pregnancy, and it's free.

My main focus now and more important is my MtF transition journey. Maybe in due time a supporting person or a partner may come along the way.