I have been into cbt for many years, and only recently I have focussed on my ppp’s as part of my play.
Some years ago I used to visit a pro-domme for regular cbt sessions, and it was in one of those sessions that she commented on my ppp’s asking me if I wanted her to remove them, maybe with sandpaper. This was all part of the medical scene we were having. I was frightened at the time for her to do anything with them, as I then, I did not want to explore anything too extreme.
It was while I was estimming on my penis that I noticed how the ppp’s seem to become more pronounced along the corona, and as part of my self cbt, I tnought about using tweezers to pull them off.
The estim did have a numbing effect on my glans, also my homemade wire atrachment for the estim, made my glans corona swell out, becomijg more flared.The prominent ppp’s seemed an obvious target for my self medfet play.
I found as soon as I nipped a papule to pull, I orgasmed. Somehow I found the whole process of actually pulling them off a massive turn on. As I say, I have had them since puberty and they have always been the elephant in the room sort of thing, whereby they have always bothered me slightly, feeling self conscious anout them.
Now, I have taken the bull by the horns to actively use them as part of my cock torture play.
I have pulled off, maybe six or so in one session, some slight bleeding occurs, which is a turn on for me, and I found that they healed after a few days. I don’t seem to be able to pull one out by the root, but somehow just take the top off.
Pulling one off does not hurt that much. I suppose we are all different when it comes to pain tolerance, but I have found that my penis has become less sensitive for pain, maybe because of the continued use of the estim.
To make it more kinky, I take a couple of viagra beforehand, and combined with the estim and the tying up of the shaft, makes my erection even more solid, and makes the glans swell and flare out more.
I don’t do it everyday, it was probably a few weeks ago when I had the inclination to do it.
I am currently actively looking for a pro-domme for a medfet session, whereby we talk openly about my papules, and what (painful) procedures she is to use to remove them.
To think about the psychology of it all, I think it is about self humiliation, and to be punished somehow.
The pain shortly afterwards reminds me of the times when very young, as I have mentioned elsewhere in this forum, I had my naturally fused inner foreskin forced away from the corona. The stinging pain on the corona seems to emulate that early experience.
I am glad you find the scenario “Hot”. I am very happy to discuss with you any of the aspects I have mentioned about my ppp’s.
I too find it Hot!