Borrowing the equipment

If I knew what I know today I probably wouldn't have borrowed. In hindsight it was risky as Mom used to date around and I could have gotten sick, but didn't. I always thoroughly cleaned it after I was done.If I were given my own I would never have not borrowed, but I didn't think about it and I didn't get my own equipment until I gathered the nerve to buy my own. I should have been given my own equipment like my older sister. She was given her own and received support and encouragement to use hers. Frequently walking with hers to the restroom to use before a shower. I definitely borrowed, but never got caught borrowing. I always used the douche nozzle because that one was always attached. I knew it was being used vaginally because I spotted it being used on a few occasions. I but liked the feeling. I did eventually buy my own because I wanted to take enemas whenever I needed without worrying about being caught. However mom found my equipment that I'd bought for myself. The only reaction she had was I need to let it dry before putting it away.

And here I thought using that nice nozzle in my butt was an original idea! Little did I know. I cleaned it well afterward and never got caught)