Embarrassment at being seen getting a suppository?

My sister was already at senior school when I was aged about 9 or 10.

During my mother inserting a suppository up my bottom, as I was on my bed with my mother holding my legs up and back so she could see my protesting rosebud, I was embarrassed to see my sister smirking at my misfortune through gap as bedroom door was ajar. Anyone else had similar experience?

My mother was giving me an enema when my was ~9 and my beautiful female younger cousin was allowed to watch. I protested, though. When I was old enough for libido, i wished that I could be getting an enema while some girl watched, hehe!

decades later, i married, and my wife and I gave each other laxatives of various kinds, especially rectal. It was *wonderful* for me. not so much of her. she loved me, though, so, it worked and worked out, hehe.

Have had several scenarios where people saw me getting a suppository. They maybe didn’t see my scared little rosebud twitching and clenching, but they were close enough to get the gist of it. I grew up in a small house and shared a room with my brother till my early teens, so you can imagine that we kind of knew what was happening. On another occasion I got one for nausea on the back seat or the family sedan after almost hurling I the car. And in hospital, when sharing a room with other patients, there is very little modesty and privacy - a paper thin curtain at best, and when the nurses were in a hurry they didn’t even close that properly. So yeah, I have had my fare share of embarrassing situations where I got a little butt torpedo with other people knowing exactly what’s going on

Many times, as we shared the same bedroom with sister.

I had this experience of a public suppository insertion let's say.

We, our family and my uncle's family, came back from a trip to a lake nearby in the summer. I was 6 or 5 years old and we drove through this very curvy road back to my uncle's house.

I got very sick, I vomited the van, my uncle got very mad at me because of that.

When we got back to their house I felt better, once I got off the van my sickness was all but gone. So me and my cousins were playing over the living room carpet.

Then my aunt, a very big and fat woman, asked me from her bedroom door: Do you want me to give you a suppository?

I got paralyzed and said nothing. One of my older cousins said "in your butt!"

My aunt came back, sat on the couch, and called me with her hand. I was a very obedient boy so I went there.

My aunt made me lay over her lap. I was only wearing shorts so she just lowered them a little and had access to my butt. She peeled the suppository. I remember my cheeks being spread wide apart and feeling the air around my butt, she inserted the suppo and hold my cheeks together for a while. All this happened while my cousins and sister were playing on the floor. Then she let me go back with them.

This situation is stuck in my mind forever and I often fantasize with this aunt giving me suppositories in front of others. I didn't felt embarrassed, but humiliated which is worse.

We had a maid, well more like a sitter. She would take care of me during the afternoon sometimes when my parents were working.

She was a friend of my mom but somehow I really felt she did it only for the sake of the friendship she had with mom, because I think she didnt like me. She saw me as an annoying boy.

She would order me to go to the toilet and poop because otherwise she said, my mom would give me a suppository when she came back. This would made me feel soo embarrassed and enraged at the same time.

I would see her talking to my mom, both looking at me and she would tell her in a low voice that I must be constipated.

Right after she left I would be over my mums lap. This woman wouldnt see it but this manipulation felt even worse.

I think she knew I would get it and maybe she enjoyed being that evil.