I have loved having sex with men, and women since i was in 7th grade. My first guy was in 7th grade, my first gal was when I was 16 - and could drive.
I have always loved to have men penetrate me but have never had any romantic attraction to any man. A cock is a cock! All feel good! Big can be fun, but size really doesn't matter unless it hurts! My friends in school loved that I enjoyed them using my ass and rectum for their pleasure. Much later I did start fisting guys but my cock has never been in a man. IGFwas always the guy who loved to be fucked! I never cared what others thought. I think the other guys loved to use me so they didn't have to admit they were homosexual. I never cared. I am an Alpha Male now, unless I am naked with a man who wants my pussy! No one would consider me soft.
I have always also been attracted romantically to women - especially breasts! I love to enjoy breasts! Most Girls loved my accepting and considerate approach to their feelings. I have many girl friends who are really friends and not sexual objects. My current GF loves my making love with her, and likes the results of the hormones I took to develop my own small breasts. The female hormones I took have given me a nice accepting outlook on life which I enjoy.
I still love be with men and when naked, I am still masculine - never submissive unless it is a role play. With women, I am always the masculine man, except with my GF. She likes me to wear the pink panties she bought me. She also has enjoyed seeing me fucked by a man, then enjoys sex with me - sometimes after being fucked by another guy. She has guided cocks into me! Dressed, I am the man with her!
So I guess I am more feminine with women than with men. I am not soft with either. I am not straight, gay, or trans - just ME! And very happy with my long life!