Feeling when the doctor finds a cavity

What kinds of things do you feel at the dentist when the doctor finds a cavity and has to get out the drill? I feel embarrassed, both for my disgusting mouth and for having to have a drilling. The procedure is humiliating and the screaming and whining drill is like a punishment for not brushing. You deserve it and you know it. You have to hold still and be a good girl for the doctor but the drilling hurts terribly. You pray that the doctor doesn’t get out the drill again. He keeps getting it out and putting it away and getting it back out again. When will it end?? Oh no they found another one and my previous one needs a root canal. More appointments in the chair, only longer and emds with a shiny new silver crown.

Since I have a fetish for the drill, I'm excited but also have a big feeling of nervousness. And also a little disappointment because it means my body is a little less healthy then hoped for.

I had a lot of fillings done though so i'm very used to it.

Excitement. Drill them all.