My dry orgasms were far superior and I would love to find a way to experience them again.
I think I started masturbating at around 13 or 14 but fortunately was a late bloomer and enjoyed maybe a year a dry orgasms. I'd always lie in my bed on my back before going to sleep. I'd bend my knees and spread my legs a little to create a bit of room so I could move my hand but I'd only hold the tip of my penis with 2 fingers on the bottom and the thumb on the top. My glans would be covered the whole time and I'd make short quick motions. I had to be quiet because my mom was often in the adjacent room, this added to the excitement. The pleasure would get more and more intense and eventually it would start radiating from my pelvis up my spine and then a bit everywhere else.
The best part is I'd still be hard and incredibly aroused after this orgasm and if I started masturbating again, I could have another one again quite quickly. The limiting factor proved to be my hand because any interruption to switch hands would ruin the process.
I believe this is what a female orgasm feels like, at least for some women, although I may never be able to know for sure.
At some point I started squirting semen and for a while the novelty was fun enough to make me completely forget. Gradually I realized my new wet orgasms were a bit underwhelming, they felt not like pleasure itself but like releasing pressure and this release became the goal instead of feeling good.
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I can get a tiny glimpse of the pleasure if I repeat how I used to masturbate perfectly - same position, quiet, same movements - but at some point I start squirting semen. In fact, I learned it happens slightly before my actual orgasm so I can ooze cum without orgasming (and I'd get a classic ruined orgasm if I kept stroking for a split second longer and then stopped).
I heard about techniques to learn how to orgasm without cumming. Has anybody had success with them?