Pre-Top Surgery Thoughts

With my top surgery coming closer I am starting to have some small doubts. I'm still sure this is the right decision but I am still a bit worried I'll miss my built-in stressballs

Furthermore, I have never had my tits touched in a sexual context and now I kind of want to before they're gone.

Any other trans masc people experience anything similar? I'm open to thoughts and advice (or just another voice saying it’s okay, honestly)

"Furthermore, I have never had my tits touched in a sexual context and now I kind of want to before they're gone."

Although I am not a genetic girl, I can tell you from experience that you might want your tits touched. For me, a man with man boobs size A to B depending on the bra. 70% of sexual activity is to have my boobs played with, esp. my nipples. That said, it your life and your decisions however, if I was to have my boy parts taken away (which I don't want that to happen ever) I definitely would want to experience someone touching my boy parts first.