2 bisacodyl shops & disposable diaper

At 21:40 I went into my bathroom, pulled out everything I would need, prepped it, then laid down on the rug.

First I put lube on top of a bisacodyl suppository, then I inserted it into my rectum. Next, I did the same to a second suppository, then I put a condom on my butt plug and inserted it inside of me.

I put on a diaper, a pair of briefs and one pair of boxer briefs and a pair of shorts and came outside to smoke. It is now 22:15 and I’m starting to feel the cramps. Last time I had 2 suppositories in me it took an hour for them to come out. However I didn’t have a butt plug inside of me, pressing the suppositories against the inner wall of my rectum.

Now it is 22:20, half an hour down. Let’s see if I can make it the next half an hour or not. Right now the chair that I am sitting on is helping everything stay inside me. I wonder if I will make it to the bathroom or not before it all comes out.

I’ll keep updating so check back often tonight.

It’s now 22:30. Only 20 more minutes left to go. Then I’ll go inside because I know it won’t be long after that when I’m unable to control my bowels and it all comes rushing out of me into the diaper. Then I’ll get a shower to clean up and go back outside for a couple more hours before going to bed, while also wearing a diaper just in case there are any accidents during the night or if I can’t make it to the bathroom in time.

I would love to find a submissive to do this too. I’d need someone who enjoys the loss of control, but who also is embarrassed that they pooped themselves like a baby.

3/4 hr down, 1/4 hr to go. Cramping getting really persistent now. I may have to go inside early if it keeps up.

Ok, only 10 minutes left now. Currently I’m still outside but that could change very soon because I’m still cramping like crazy. I’m still sitting down so the plug is still in. I’m afraid that everything is going to come rushing out the second I stand up.

It’s now 5 mins til and I just got into the bathroom. I’m seriously about to shit myself right now. My stomach is constantly cramping.

Only 3 minutes left, but my hole won’t stop pulsing…

22:50. I made it an hour. Not sure how much longer though because my bowels are cramping really bad.

22:55 I squatted down and let the plug push out as far as it could. The bottom of it hit the diaper and there was a little of the tip left inside me. When I stood back up it started going back inside of me. I pulled my diaper down just enough to be able to get the plug out. I tossed it into the sink, surprised that there was no poop on it. My stomach started cramping even more now that there was nothing holding the massive shit back. My hole started pulsing even harder. At 22:58 I was standing up, clenching the sink wondering when it would happen. I was determined to hold it for 2 more minutes and I did. At 23:00 I felt my control slipping and by 23:01 I was rapidly filling my diaper. I had to pull the back out some so the rest of the poop could come out. It’s now 23:40 and I’m sitting outside smoking. I’ve got my pjs on with a pair of boxer briefs, briefs and a diaper. I’m hoping to be able to hold anything else, go into the room and play with myself until I come, then fall asleep and see if I mess during the night without waking up.

Only issue is that I have a party to go to tomorrow and I’m worried that I’ll need to go and won’t be able to hold it and won’t be in a diaper and accidentally shit myself.

Fucking autocorrect! I just realized it said shops instead of supps, meaning suppositories. 🤦‍♂️