I think the most embarrassing part of being put back in diapers by the woman in my life was the time when I first made a mess. it was so embarrassing...Actually it was embarrassing to face her the first time I wet the bed...and then the second...and finally her solution was to pin me in diapers at night to save the bedding and mattress.
I always feel a bit embarrassed during my diaper changes....and then came the Saturday morning where she was preoccupied and had delayed my morning diaper change. I was sopping wet...and trying to keep myself busy with my morning chores...She was on the phone with her girl friends planning a shopping trip of something...I had tried being patient as she doesn't like me interrupting her...and then in the middle of making our bed...and picking up from the night before...I felt it....At first it was just a twinge...then the urge started to really hit me....My hole started to open involuntarily...I stood against the wall holding my legs as tightly together as I could..squeezing my bottom hole to keep it shut..
After one really hard urge passed, I went to the kitchen where she was drinking her coffee and still in the phone. I looked at her desperately....then another urge hit....then another...
I tried to hold it as I waddled back out of the room, only to get to the doorway...I turned to look at her...She was gazing at me with a curious look on her face and it happened...right there in front of her....I pooped myself...filling my already soaked diaper with a big load of my poops...I think I actually almost started to cry...
She sat there looking amused and amazed as she realized what I had done...She spoke to her friend telling her she had to go....and that she would call her back..
For some reason, as embarrassed as I was, my little pee pee got stiff...and I stood there not knowing what to say.
"Did you just mess yourself" she chided....all I could do was nod my head...Z
She took me by the hand, walked me (waddling) to the bathroom...stood me in the shower...unpinned my poopy diaper...dumped the load I had just made in the toiled...then handed them back to me saying rinse these out and we'll take care of you bottom after....
I did...and as I stood in front of her now clean from my mess, she took a belt to my wet bare bottom and told me that the next time I had to poop I was to tell her and she would put me on the potty...
I spent the entire weekend in diapers...and plastic panties and have pretty much gotten used to being diapered most of the time when I am home...
If it's to be a long weekend in diapers, she usually gives me a couple of enemas on Friday nights before she goes out....so I don't mess myself...but wet diapers are now my standard situation. I love her...and I know she loves me...
I'm wet now and think I need to be changed...One rule that i learned the hard way to obey is that I never ever ever am to unpin my own diapers....I get to do laundry but I am never allowed out of diapers until she takes them off me.