Orgasms are a great thing, and need to happen often. Before finding my special person, Anthony, I often resorted to masturbating myself for pleasure. Usually under the influence of alcohol or, back in the day, sweet Mary Jane. I don't know, there was just a part of me that felt I could only enjoy such pleasures while completely numb, in essence, to everything else. My mind is constantly thinking about different thoughts, and the thoughts come and go and can be so random and it drives me fruit, nevermind what others think....not that I try to bother people too much with my thoughts. So, I'd numb my mind so I could intently focus on the pleasure at hand...or, the pleasure at the expense of my hand anyways 🤭
God, in those moments, I could touch myself for hours....of course now, I have a womanizer (clitoral stimulator) that just heightens this tantalizing feeling, not to mention Anthony.
To get to the topic at hand...this feeling, these orgasms, can be utterly intense and explosive...volcanic, passionate, the pinnacle of immense gratification, provoking a sense of complete, euphoric relief. I'm not as poetic as some on here but you get the gist and, essentially I'm getting wet thinking about this topic. Orgasms are life. I need them in my life to get away from the mental chaos at times. They are more to me than just a simple sexual release of my vaginal nectar....there are emotions in them. They are the feelings and thoughts and the fantasies lodged in the depths of my soul and they ache for their much needed release.
I feel the way I need to feel in those moments...it can change depending on my mood. More than often, I just feel sexy and I feel like a woman: completely adored and loved and in control of what she thinks, needs, and wants. Some of the most intense orgasms I've had, I have even felt this electrifying sensation that starts around my neck and ears....a burning hot sensation, that moves its way around and the hairs all over my body stand up and sends chills throughout. 🥵🫶