Gay | My father's penis 3/3

Views: 3588 Created: 2023.02.28

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I've hesitated to post this but zity is a place where people are for the most part, intelligent and respectful in their posts.

I've only recently been able to talk about this but I've had an obsession since I was a pre-teen with my father's penis. Yes, you heard that correctly: My. Father's. Penis.

I was not from a family where nudity was the norm but on the rare occasions where I saw my father naked, I was immediately drawn to his genitals. The first time I saw him naked, I was a young boy and he was coming out of the shower to the bedroom. I was struck immediately at how large his penis was compared to mine which was, as pre-puberty boys are, miniscule. But, it was also the crown of bright red pubic hair that he had compared to the lack of hair that I had which I didn't understand at the time that fascinated me.

Later on when puberty started to happen, I tried a little harder to catch a look at him at the urinals or to be near the bathroom when he was showering. Alas, as I became fascinated with my own body, I just didn't measure up to my father in regards to the size of his penis, the attractiveness of his penis and the unforgettable crown of bright orange pubic hair encircling it and his large, pink testicles.

I'm probably a crazy anomaly but if any one else has had an obsession with their father's penis and would like to share, I'm up for it. If you'd rather private chat, I completely understand.

crimsonthenover

My father was uncircumcised and when I was born he left the question of circumcision to my mother, she decided to have me circumcised . While growing up I only viewed his penis two or three times and I remember thinking to myself , "one day I will have a massive one that looks like that".

slipyourunderwearoff

@crimsonthenover it’s interesting that your father left it up to your mother to decide if you were to be circumcised. In most cases where circumcision is an option (non jewish and muslim) the father makes the decision.

Jimmybobo

This topic (like many others here) never really crossed my mind... or had been misplaced, at least until reading it. I recall seeing my father's penis various times throughout my youth, up to preteen. After that point, there wasn't much contact. I wouldn't say I was infatuated with it, but was definitely interested. His thick bush of pubic hair didn't really catch my interest, but his size definitely did. Being prepubescent, I was definitely small, though that never really changed, but his looked like a monster to me. Now I look back and wonder if it just looked huge because of my size difference and no frame of reference, or if it really was that huge.

crimsonthenover

@crimsonthenover it’s interesting that your father left it up to your mother to decide if you were to be circumcised. In most cases where circumcision is an option (non jewish and muslim) the father makes the decision.

During my mid teens I asked my father why the decision to circumcise was left to my mother. He abruptly told me it was her decision and said nothing more. My mother told me that she had decided long before her marriage that any son of hers would be circumcised. In 1965 the local hospital practised a 98% circumcision rate on newborn male caucasian babies. My mother followed through with her decision and I was given an Australian standard, "High and tight circumcision".

From time to time I've wondered if my uncircumcised father was fully aware of how much my penis would be altered during the circumcision. In my late teens I asked my mother why it was done and she answered with the word, " Cleanliness".

slipyourunderwearoff

@spbb you are probably right that home nudism is probably healthy for good father and son relationships. We in the U.S. live in such a sexualized society that's largely driven by the media and pornography. It's gotten especially bad since porn became mainstream. Prior to that, boys and their fathers swam naked at the YMCAs and other public pools and nothing was ever thought of it. Same with going to the doctor: girls were given gowns (from what I've been told) while boys were given the military conscription treatment. I go to Korean spas once in a while and you always see Korean fathers there with their sons and there is no awkwardness whatsoever. It is not a coincidence that Korea is very strict on pornography.