What was your earliest awareness that you were interested in anal?

I don't know what it was that drew me to be so intrigued with my ass. I just remember when i was about 8 or 9, having this fascination with pooping. I remember finding rags that I could use as a diaper, and then having a poop in the rag. I come from a big family, so it wasn't easy sneaking around, and i got the sense that my mom was suspicious of me, but didn't know what was going on.

I used to sneak around to find ways of looking at myself in the mirror.

Penetration was with my finger - without lube; I just seemed to enjoy exploring down their and feeling around.

I haven't stopped being fascinated, and trying to find new ways of exploring anal.

I have always wondered what triggered my fascination and love for anal.

What's your earliest remembrance.

I can remember back to when I was around five years old and getting my temperature taken rectally and it making me get hard. The feeling of the thermometer slideing into me, feeling good. I didn't know then what I was feeling. But as I got older and started masturbating, and liking my ass played with. So I guess to answer this I would have to say as soon as I was aware of what anal was. I have been interested and into it, to this day it still turns me on and feels good.

I would have to say probably the first time my dad gave me a soap stick suppository. Well maybe not the first time, probably when I was around 7 or 8. I just remember it felt embarrassing, and amazing, and humiliating, and kind of hot when he would use the Vaseline with one finger, and then when he would put in the soap stick and he pushed it in as far as it would go. It was the wiggle that got me. The way he wiggled his finger once it was all the way in.