A thought in my mind

Today I am feeling really low due to some reason

I remember when I was with my boyfriend and felt low or scared he used to be very caring. It may sound like ageplay but I saw the care behind the actions.

He would give me a warm bath, get me ready, feed me food or give me coffee depending on my mood and then make me sleep on his lap and I would actually sleep. Then he would tuck me in the bed. And when I would wake up after such nap, I would actually feel light mentally.

Even when I was with my girlfriend and felt something like this she would cuddle with me and put me to sleep or she would just caress my whole body.

The warmth of my partners' hugs felt so comforting

And today I have neither of them 😢 😢 😢

I tried sleeping to calm my mind but unable to do so 😢 😢

Wish I could take you in my lap and soothe your cares away Shruti.

Sending you a virtual hug.

Hope you feel better soon.

Jim

Awww, I'm sorry to hear that. It definitely is hard going from having the cuddles, and tuck ins and then it is suddenly gone. sending virtual hugs.

I miss my Daddy too a lot when he is not around we are long distance so only when I see him is when things are real awesome

Hope you feel better soon, Shruti. It’s no fun feeling low and lonely. Hoping life starts feeling brighter for you very soon. 💜

Thanks a lot for your warm wishes.

Actually from time and again I get scared due to a personal reason. On bad days I even wet my panties.

I have cried a lot alone in past two days…bathing, sitting alone and after so long I sucked my thumb.

My boyfriend had noticed this for the first time, when I am fearful I suck my thumb in sleep.

Really cuddling with my girlfriend or sleeping in my boyfriend's lap would have been comforting

I hope things will sort out

Logging back to Zity is so relieving 😃

Today I am feeling really low due to some reason

Sadly, there are far too many perfectly valid reasons why a person would feel low. Lately when I walk the streets and see people laughing, having a good time, being in cafés and restaurants, shopping, seeing some of the inane shows on TV and whatnot, I often wonder how ignorant they are of (world) news nowadays, of how they can (appear to) be happy with no cares.

Perhaps they are right to shut themselves off from following news. But it is getting harder and harder to do.

So don't feel bad. All of us have plenty of good reasons to feel low.

The “Please Care for me like a little girl” thought is not going from my mind. Even when I woke up this morning and got out of my bed. I felt dizzy slightly. I wished someone could walk me to the washroom. Then in the washroom I was feeling still very scared and I couldn't pee at all.

I was remembering my boyfriend, sometimes when I used to still wake up in fear, I won't be able to balance so he would walk me to the washroom and if I couldn't pee he would actually make hissing sound to help me start pee.

This was not ageplay but real…genuine care. And I was very comfortable with that.

I was remembering all this today when not able to pee.

Infact the ageplay started because of care only.

My parents have always been busy with work so I liked the care I received from my boyfriend and later my girlfriend.

Like today when I told mom to wait for a while as I wasn't feeling good today. Mom and Dad said, figure out yourself. You are not a kid and they left for work.

I cried after they left. I miss the care I got from my boyfriend. 😢 😢