As a child, I lived in the countryside and went to a small school with about 20 pupils. Once a year, we were taken together by bus to visit the school dentist in the nearest town. In the vestibule of the practice, there was a basket of disposable plastic shoe covers we had to put on our shoes before entering the waiting room with a strong smell of steriliser. Then, we were called to the treatment room in alphabetical order, and I remember how the feeling of anxiety was growing as my turn was approaching.
The first visit was always just for a check-up, and the unlucky ones with cavities had to come back for treatment at a later date. Our teacher gave the appointment cards in the bus on our way back, so everyone knew who had cavities and who didn’t, adding an element of humiliation to every such trip. Everyone also got a note of the findings to bring back to the parents, but it was handed by the dentist directly.
Usually, I didn’t have any cavities, but in the age of 11, it was eventually my turn to face the drill. I knew in advance that I might have a cavity as one of my molars felt a bit sensitive to cold, so I was even more anxious than usual in the waiting room. While I was on the chair, the dentist charted and the explorer approached the sensitive tooth, and the closer it got, the more nervous I felt. I recall the dentist scraped the tooth, saying something like “number 36 has caries on the occlusal surface”, and although I didn’t know exactly what it meant, I understood immediately that it was my time to have a drilling appointment scheduled.
A few weeks later, I was back for treatment. In those days, school dentists didn’t use numbing for simple fillings, so the drilling started straight away, inflicting a sudden sharp pain. As the drilling went on, the pain got intermittent and less intense but still lasting for the whole process. However, the humiliation of losing my clean record of no fillings felt much worse than the pain. I got a small amalgam filling as a permanent memory of that encounter, and I still have it today, almost 40 years later.