Extreme BDSM and diaper humiliation.

Have any of us strayed over to the dark side of the diaper fetish aka Extreme BDSM? Captured and tormented by a group of people bent on your total humiliation and degradation.

Diaper and (self)bondage - Yes, but involving others in my fantasies/fetishes - No.

I did manufacture a simple diaper locking device of straps, but have ordered a lockable diaper cover. Got hoods, mittens and am sewing a sissy costume, lockable, as the old one dissolved. Using Senna and/or Bisocadyl pills enjoying the grand finale hodded and padlocked.

PS. I have access to instruments to carve my self out in case of emergency.

I have often thought about this, and would like to try with the right person or group.

I'm not sure that I could be humiliated about wearing diapers being incontinent. However wearing a AB/DL printed diaper maybe a different story.

I want my wife to ask me in public if I need changed and then hand me one of my Abdl diapers. I’d love this

Not only have I strayed, but I played once and absolutely loved it. Tied myself up with a diaper on. Drank 1L water and shut myself in, in my little closet. Filling the diaper up, while kinda being in “the corner”

Nobody humiliates or degrades me I am however diapered , dressed ,neutrally positioned and restrained in my wheelchair I am given an oral syringe of medication 1 hour before every meal so that between an 1 1/2 hours - 2 hours after a meal I will fill my diaper , in the unlikely event I don’t I am undressed and put back in bed and given larger frequent doses of medication until emergent laxation occurs , the reason it’s done in bed is once you start going your going to need changing, a lot of changing as in every 30 -40 minutes for 4-6 hours , it’s lots of less work not having to unrestrain,undress me and put me in bed to change me , as I can lay in bed in just my diaper and rubber bloomers on a changing pad , average day on lowest dose of the medication guarantees 3+ movements on the dose I take it’s 5 or 6 without nerve or muscle function there’s no need to go and I don’t know I am going . For a normal person you will be asked to go then reminded to go the more you resist the faster your going to sh!t , if you don’t have working nerves there is no reminder , the longer the medication is in you the more laxative it becomes until your body is overwhelmed and then you fill your pants . You either go voluntarily or involuntarily but you will go ,there is nothing you can do . It does not escape me that my life is an ABDL wet dream always taken care of ,always fully diapered with the expectation your going to need it & use it . I never have to conceal or camouflage my diaper , people don’t think twice that I wear a bib when being fed , people tend to ignore the care that disabled special needs adults require unless they are involved in your care . The biggest decision I really have is do I want to be inside or outside and what channel I am watching on TV everything else is routine care or prescribed care . Like all the modifications and added restraints on my chair are prescribed because I need them you legally can’t restrain someone unless there under arrest or a doctor prescribed part of there care .

My dark side is in a padded cell with a straightjacket and a diaper. Well I can dream.

I love being given an enema or suppository and then being wrapped in a thick diaper and rubber suit for a long time.

I've definitely enjoyed doing this solo, but haven't found explore this with...

I got a pair of cloth diapers that lock from etsy, they lock around the waist, around each thigh, and a strap under the crotch. All fully adjustable.

I've inserted suppositories and castor oil enemas then put on a pair of northshore megamax's followed by the cloth diaper and cinch it tight and lock it. and wait... I'll also drink several liters of water to add into the desperation. I've also done this and then went for a drive along bumpy roads to really amplify the sensations.

Would absolutely love to give up full control with someone else and live this out...

My dark side secret was given to me many years ago by my first wife. I always wanted to be assaulted by a group of women who strip me naked in public than diaper me. They leave me handcuffed to a bus stop sign pole on a busy street.