Extreme BDSM and diaper humiliation.

Have any of us strayed over to the dark side of the diaper fetish aka Extreme BDSM? Captured and tormented by a group of people bent on your total humiliation and degradation.

Diaper and (self)bondage - Yes, but involving others in my fantasies/fetishes - No.

I did manufacture a simple diaper locking device of straps, but have ordered a lockable diaper cover. Got hoods, mittens and am sewing a sissy costume, lockable, as the old one dissolved. Using Senna and/or Bisocadyl pills enjoying the grand finale hodded and padlocked.

PS. I have access to instruments to carve my self out in case of emergency.

I have often thought about this, and would like to try with the right person or group.

I'm not sure that I could be humiliated about wearing diapers being incontinent. However wearing a AB/DL printed diaper maybe a different story.

I want my wife to ask me in public if I need changed and then hand me one of my Abdl diapers. I’d love this

Not only have I strayed, but I played once and absolutely loved it. Tied myself up with a diaper on. Drank 1L water and shut myself in, in my little closet. Filling the diaper up, while kinda being in “the corner”

Nobody humiliates or degrades me I am however diapered , dressed ,neutrally positioned and restrained in my wheelchair I am given an oral syringe of medication 1 hour before every meal so that between an 1 1/2 hours - 2 hours after a meal I will fill my diaper , in the unlikely event I don’t I am undressed and put back in bed and given larger frequent doses of medication until emergent laxation occurs , the reason it’s done in bed is once you start going your going to need changing, a lot of changing as in every 30 -40 minutes for 4-6 hours , it’s lots of less work not having to unrestrain,undress me and put me in bed to change me , as I can lay in bed in just my diaper and rubber bloomers on a changing pad , average day on lowest dose of the medication guarantees 3+ movements on the dose I take it’s 5 or 6 without nerve or muscle function there’s no need to go and I don’t know I am going . For a normal person you will be asked to go then reminded to go the more you resist the faster your going to sh!t , if you don’t have working nerves there is no reminder , the longer the medication is in you the more laxative it becomes until your body is overwhelmed and then you fill your pants . You either go voluntarily or involuntarily but you will go ,there is nothing you can do . It does not escape me that my life is an ABDL wet dream always taken care of ,always fully diapered with the expectation your going to need it & use it . I never have to conceal or camouflage my diaper , people don’t think twice that I wear a bib when being fed , people tend to ignore the care that disabled special needs adults require unless they are involved in your care . The biggest decision I really have is do I want to be inside or outside and what channel I am watching on TV everything else is routine care or prescribed care . Like all the modifications and added restraints on my chair are prescribed because I need them you legally can’t restrain someone unless there under arrest or a doctor prescribed part of there care .

My dark side is in a padded cell with a straightjacket and a diaper. Well I can dream.