Wow! Why? WHY?? I think I remember as a Baby some neighbor girls changing my diaper. Then, at a friend's house, his mom had a stack of diapers and plastic pants in the laundry room, and they smelled so good and felt so soft. Then, about 10 years later, I was babysitting my baby niece and changed her diaper, and I took a couple and fashioned them, pulling my underpants up MMmmm! They felt so nice, and I had to pee, so I wet my diaper at home! I tried diapers off and bought baby diapers as an adult who would wet in secret, and no one knew but ME! Was I broken? Why did I do this and keep it a Total SECRET, afraid to tell anyone? Was this wrong? Was this weird?
I even got a job that took me 7-8 hours to drive from my wife and kids. (The wife would come up and visit, and when I got 4-day weekends, I would go home.) Anyhow, the Internet happened, and guess what, I was not alone, there was a whole world of people like me wearing and wetting Diapers and Plastic Pants, and some of them, their spouses even helped them with their Diapers and Plastic Pants, whether Wet or Dry or changing or whatever. After a couple of years, my job ended, and I moved back home.
I played off and on in secret with diapers and plastic pants. Then I got very sick with a bug that was making everyone sick in the world, it was COVID-19. I was hospitalized for a month and a half, of which 21/2 weeks I was told I was dying, but I survived! I was in a private room where the nurses had to gown up to get in my room. I was allowed out of bed (I tried a couple of times, and they found me collapsed on the floor). So I was wetting my bed, and that little pad they had under did not hold pee, and it seemed I was going to drown. LOL!! The Overnight Nurse came into my room carrying a stack of disposable diapers. Oh my! After some discussion, she diapered this 60-something-year-old man! I have worn Diapers every day since then. I had to tell my wife that I was wearing diapers and have since had them shipped directly to the house, and I do not really hide them. Our at that time teenage Grandsons lived with us, so it was kept on the down low.
Mostly during the day, I wear a really good Pull-Up for Heavy Wetters, which can be used at night. For my nights, I use a Diaper for Heavy Wetters and have added a Booster Pad and my Plastic Panties. I have tried not to wear a diaper and have leaked, so it's better to wear a Diaper and not Wet my pants. It has been almost 6 years since I stopped wearing BIG BOY underpants and wear only a Pull-Up or, on Bad days, a Diaper and Plastic Pants and wet my diaper. I must wear either my Pull-Ups or Diapers and Plastic Panties 24/7 365. Oh, and I have added a Pacifier to help me sleep.