It wasn't much magic at first at all. Having my parents stick something in my butt was shocking and weird to say the least. Then having a doctor put his finger in my butt was even more shocking when I was only 5 years old. I very vividly remember these events even as years have gone by.
Looking back now I realize something more was happening than being shocked when these people put something in my bottom. Sure I fussed and cried as they put things in my butthole. I think it was more of a default to not bring able to process it all at this young age.
Somehow I wanted to poke around my butt after this when my mom put me down for a nap. First it was pretty innocent. A little feeling around my butt with my fingers. Then a crayon and then a fat marking pen. It was still very innocent. Then it all of a sudden got a little more serious. I would push my legs up to the ceiling nearly above my head and found easy access to my own butthole. I continued to poke around and wiggle the pen around until my butthole seemed to suck it in. It was like my bottom wanted it there. I was scared but continued to move the pen around while it was in my bottom. I did this all the awhile my legs were nearly behind my head while laying on my bed. Then I remember getting a overwhelming feeling come over me. It was like I was tickling myself inside my butt. It felt amazing. I was thinking I was hurting myself at first so I stopped.
Then a few days later I tried again and once again I got this same amazing feeling. This time I discovered my body was getting stiff. I noticed the thing that I peeed from got stiff and hard. I had no idea what was going on then but I sure enjoyed the amazing feelings I was getting from putting the pen in my butt and moving it around.
I did not realize this feeling would get even more intense as I kept going. I was no longer scared and let myself go. I continued to play in my butthole with the pen. I moved it faster and faster as I wiggled it around. I again felt that wonderful tickle feeling but this time it wasn't just inside my butt. The tickle feeling I felt spreading throughout my small body. By this time I remember breathing harder and it really was not under my control. I noticed my peepee was throbing and again I had no idea why.
Then all of a sudden it got really incredible. I felt my body get tense and tickle all over as I continued to play with my pen. Then I felt like I reached a tickle deep inside of myself. I was panting and was hot. This was an incredible experience for me. I of course have been hooked ever since this day.
Anyone else have any similar experiences or am I the only one at only 5 years old discovered this at that age. I feel being given enemas and my parents and doctor being obsessed with my BMs helped get me to this at such a young age. I am pretty glad they did actually LOL.