For years, I didn't sleep well when wearing my diapers because I'd wake up and be so sexually excited that I either had to get myself off in them (which completely woke me up to the point of having trouble getting back to sleep) or try to forget about them (un-arouse myself, as it were) which was just impossible.
But as I've gotten older, especially the last few years, I'm not quite as sexually aroused and when I wear them I really do (no pun intended) sleep like a baby.
For years, I've always had to pee a lot at night, especially if I've been drinking during the previous day. It's like my body retains fluid which it then wants to release after the alcohol wears off. Also, I just CANNOT sleep with any feeling of pee in my bladder because I will lie there thinking “Well the minute I get to sleep I'll wake right back up and need to pee" and that keeps me awake.
For at least 10-15 years I've always kept a half-gallon milk jug near the bed and I'll wake up 2-3 times a night and just use that, I can do that without waking up all the way vs. getting up and walking into the bathroom to do it.
But I'm now starting to realize that it's so much better if I just wear my diapers, that doesn't even require reaching for the jug. I just roll over onto my back, relax, and enjoy the feeling of peeing in my diapers and feeling the warm pee filling them up. And with cloth, the wetter they get, the softer they get and along with the warmth, this just feels wonderful and very babyish, especially when I have my Nuk 5 in my mouth. (And as an aside, for years the dentist has told me “You grind your teeth at night, don't do that” and, well, you can't grind your teeth with a paci in your mouth! And if anyone other than my wife finds mine that's what I'm going to tell them…"Cheaper than spending $100 for a mouth guard!")
And we all know how wonderful it feels to wake up in warm, soaking wet, pee-reeking diapers!
Not to mention how, if my wife sleeps with me, she hates my using the milk jug, I think the noise wakes her up and I also think she's kind of envious that I can do this and she can't. She'd much rather have me wear my diapers!
Now it's just a matter of, how often do I do this? My biggest fear here is that if I do it too often then I'll become dependent on them--meaning I'd need to take them on trips with me. If it's my wife, not a big problem (unless we're gone so much I need to wash them, but that can be an adventure in itself). I do still occasionally go on a trip with one of my male friends to see a ball game or whatever so that wouldn't work.
And at present I only have enough diapers for three nights, I'd probably need a few more to cut down on the number of times I have to wash them.
But yes, I love it and I find that this love is only increasing over time. Maybe one day I'll start making it a regular thing.