When I was born, I was fully dependent on reaposable adults,to feed mee dessert me change me keep me safe and comfortable .
I listened ,learned,took disciple ,and eventually blossomed into a full adult, with all the rights and responsibilities of an adult.
Nature had a different idea ,slowly but surely my life is being reclaimed back to dependent .
To protect myself and those who care for me ,I am choosing the clothes ,products,diapers and stuff used when and where I can, making me easier to care for ,easier to diaper and change & personal care . So although my days of independence have closed .and I am back to being a wise older dependent,I have endeavored to make their life easier by making those adult choices I was trained to do ,so as i lose ability,nobody has to wonder am I happy or content or feel like I am getting properly cared for .
I may have had to surrender back to dependency without a choice ,however I accepted and planned for the inevitable, instead of closing my eyes and assuming other people would care for me the way a parent would ( they wont!) I have done what I could to insure training and expectations is uniform across my staff . Its not going to be all rainbows and sunshine ,my expectations are realistic instead of fantastic .
As a fully grown infant ,some areas of care had to change due to my size ,and I think being defined as adult baby is a mindset you roll the dice on declaring & accepting “anything goes” for me I choose to lead instead of follow and say “I will live with it ” nobody cares more than flesh and blood ,in lieu of that training & planning will make “I hope” for a better time ,instead of crying & fssing for hours till somebody guesses correctly what you need ,I am hoping to have left another clues to narrow it down rapidly and fix whatever isn't right .
I salte all of you who leave it to fait and fate,and hope neither of is gets disappointened ,you as able bodied can say “screw it” go adult and do it yourself if neccesary ,i dont have that choice ,my body wont alow that luxury of independece ,i am trul eat, sleep, fill diapers and watch TV .