Vagina Envy

Yes on occasion thru the years I have had periodic times of imagining what it would be like to have a vagina instead of a penis as being born male. I always think of it in that there would seem to be more ave.'s for sexual pleasure with female genitalia than male ,it having the multiple areas for sensation and pleasurable attainment. Pubic Mound,Labia,Clitoris,and all the inner lining as it is.

All the self pleasuring and assisted with partner play that could be attained has been imbedded in my mind for many years but not to the point that I wanted to pursue a transgender make over as some do in reality. I have even at times watched the videos of those undergoing transgender change from male to female still with their male genitalia intact not yet fully transposed into female and found it erotic and arousing.

I came to the realization at a young age that I enjoyed the ability to be bisexual in nature and enjoy it although it can and has at times presented emotional and mixed feelings periodically.Have been married for many years and only have same sex play rarely but it does occur when desired . My wife is aware of my leanings and has been for years and in discussion when I opened up to her about myself surprisingly admitted to me that she had participated in a couple of three party affairs with another female and her male counterpart and enjoyed it but only those two occasions. She also told of a earlier experience with a female cousin during her teen years at a sleepover but wouldn't disclose to me who it was other than I had met her in the past at family reunion celebrations.

As far as myself I on occasion wear a pair of wife's panties and bra and tuck my penis up between my legs and scrotum for added effect and will urinate sitting which produces a different and tantalizing sensation I enjoy ending with a tissue swipe of my penis head and also the urethra slit opening for added sensory feeling. I sometimes put a sanitary pad or two inside the panty or in my UNDERPANTS for enjoyment and it can be very enticing when going out for chores and errands with the knowledge of it's feminine attire in that it is totally unknown to the others I encounter in public particularly when conversing with another female such as a clerk during shopping. There have been occasions where I applied substances onto the pads for the feeling of undergoing menstruation bringing forth a mental arousal as having my period . Can be very exhilarating. Yes I can encounter vagina envy. Fretter

I had too much fun with my penis during puberty to ever consider vagina envy. I recall reading in some “serious” book about puberty that masturbation in males should be discouraged, that sexual pleasure was only for married intercourse. Even as a young teen I saw the flaw in that logic: ejaculating into a vagina is physically identical to cumming into a sock. That book also said that if parents discovered that their daughter was masturbating, their daughter needed professional counseling. Coupled with my hatred of the Double Standard I was subjected to at school (girls can’t be bullies, cotillion dates required spending all sorts of money just to have the “pleasure of her company”) I had no interest in vagina envy. I will add that once I moved far away from my upbringing I grew quite found of vaginas and their associated persons.

I had too much fun with my penis during puberty to ever consider vagina envy. I recall reading in some “serious” book about puberty that masturbation in males should be discouraged, that sexual pleasure was only for married intercourse. Even as a young teen I saw the flaw in that logic: ejaculating into a vagina is physically identical to cumming into a sock. That book also said that if parents discovered that their daughter was masturbating, their daughter needed professional counseling. Coupled with my hatred of the Double Standard I was subjected to at school (girls can’t be bullies, cotillion dates required spending all sorts of money just to have the “pleasure of her company”) I had no interest in vagina envy. I will add that once I moved far away from my upbringing I grew quite found of vaginas and their associated persons.

Hell, I was fascinated with vaginas about the age of 10-12. I was playing with a few of the neighborhood girls. We had a secret play spot. 😉

I have always had a vagina envy. Love a woman’s vagina. . Same with a woman’s butt.

no disrespect to FTM or MTF. There are some awesome transgenders on this site. @Ms_Erin to the top of the list

I have always had a vagina envy. Love a woman’s vagina. . Same with a woman’s butt.

I'll second that about women's butts. 😉

Mmm... My answer, the short one, is simple. Since childhood i was afraid of that thing in between my legs, always thinking (hoping) it will fall off one day. It didn't. Not until later in life i figured out i was trans (partly due because of a roommate who was a psychologist and she was observing me since we were living in the same house)

I thought if I start hormones and anything else develops in a female figure, i can life with that one thing missing in between my legs. But instead it backfired and my penis become the most irritating thing ever, i just had to have GRS.

The minute I opened my eyes in the recovery room I felt complete and without dysphoria.

To me having a vulva is great, not having a penis is the best thing.

Don't get me wrong, i like penises, just not "on" me.

Thx, @gwhap for thinking of me.

Yes I have always wanted to know what it is like to have a vagina and feel a cock buried in me.

Maybe the next go round. Life it good!

I just wish i could body swap with a nice lady