Self Punishment - Enema vs Spanking

Don't see this mentioned, so placing here..... I see my strong, soapy enemas that produce lots of cramps as a form of self punishment. I've also tried self-spanking, but it always feels silly; the whack and sting are too close together. Enemas work great in that there is the delay between giving it to yourself and it actually working. Even while giving it, there's a bit of disassociation (as if the bag is a 3rd person in the room with you) as you lie back and let the bag do it thing to you..

I DO take enemas. Including some that are not easy to take.

I do not use spanking in ANY way under ANY circumstances. Not in a BDSM sense and it certainly has NO PLACE WHATSOEVER in parenting.

One does not even have to like or engage in spanking to be "punishing" themselves via enemas. The enemas and self-spankings I refer to are all about giving to oneself, and have nothing to do with parenting our children or giving to others; thought the need to punish oneself via enemas may stem from a deep rooted feeling of having let our parents down in some way, and by now willing taking and submitting to something they wanted us to do, we are unconsciously redeeming ourselves. Okay, maybe a bit of stretch, and sorry to babble on, I just like talking about enemas..

It's so much more fun to have someone give you 2 small punishment enemas (a fleet enema and a fleet bottle filled with glycerin) then with a ball gag in your mouth and your hands cuffed behind your back, they bend you over the bed and spank you till your bawling and pull your diaper and plastic pants up.

I know there are those that do self spanking, to be honest I think it is a less than great way to get discipline since you can vary the intensity as your bottom gets hotter. A good soapy or other recipe type enema however is going to be the same whether someone gives it to you or you do it yourself. I think the enema is much better.

@Moppys jalopy: Been my experience too with self-spanking, as you described; whereas with my strong soapy enemas, once inside me without too much effort, my ensuing punishment was all set to go (among other things) in a matter of so many minutes nothing could stop it.

A few months ago I did a self punishment. It took awhile to set up but was worth it. First I set out an open diaper on my bed. Then filled an enema bag with warm soapy water and hung it on side of the bed from a pole. Next I stripped down to just a tee shirt. I laid on the bed and gave myself 50 spanks with a wooden paddle on each cheek, bare bottom. After the 100 spanks I put the enema tube in and started the enema. I did it slow so it took awhile to go in. When that was all in, I rolled on to the diaper and taped it up. I then set a timer for 20 minutes and stood myself in a corner where I couldn’t leave until the timer went off. Let me tell you, that was the longest 20 minutes I’ve spent in a long time. Having a sore bottom and a full enema I was really uncomfortable. I was dancing foot to foot by the time the time was up. I did pretty good, only had a small amount of leakage but not to much but enough so as I knew it. All in all, it was a good punishment and not one I’d do again real soon.