Re-learning to wear diapers

Has anyone ever found it difficult it easy to re-teach yourself to wear diapers instead of their normal clothing, by that I mean underwear?.

The reason I ask is because I am trying to re-connect with my inner baby/toddler and am currently experiencing problems with over the thought of what other pepole may think of me if I choose to fully regress to a stage where I need to be cared for by someone else and end up in diapers 24/7.

I have started wearing diapers or nappies ever since 2010 after becoming partially incontinent through no fault or choice of my own.

But I now desperately need some advice as to how to get back to really regress to my care-free childhood years in the privacy of my own home as I also suffer from ptsd and depression due to years of being bullied and told I was worthless as well as physical and mental abuse from those who I had thought were freinds.

Although that had a effect on me because I get night terrors and have nightmares or frequent flashbacks of pepole shouting at me and blameing things on me I did not do and also trying to hit me, for which i cannot escape.

Also I suffer from suspected neurological damage from past epileptic seizures I suffered from when I was 12-13 years of age and also from a horse riding accident in 1992-1993.

Yours sincerly

Chinababy888.

I have been wearing diapers 24/7. It has become part of me for the past few years. My wife currently changes me.

I have been wearing diapers 24/7. It's simply normal for me and diapers have helped me feel young without growing up

Diapers are now just an everyday thing and no big deal

Diapers are now just an everyday thing and no big deal

So damn True. Diapers are normal to me and are something I am required to wear.

For me it was really easy. I spent the first 6+ years in diapers daily. Due to a weak colon and bladder I pooped and peed myself nightly, and sometimes during the day. At one point mom and dad started nightly enemas or suppositories. The suppositories weren't as effective as an enema. So each night i got an enema before bedtime. Most times it helped me from waking up without poop in my diaper, I might have 1 or 2 poopy diapers a month, but I always had a wet diaper each morning. This was a reoccurring event till the summer between kindergarten and first grade. I would have an occasional accident. When those happened, I was put back in diapers and still received a nightly enema until i woke up clean and dry for a week straight.

My wife wife knows of my childhood struggles and how i learned to love my nightly treatments from mom. She offered to give me the same attention, which I was all too happy to agree upon. There's just nothing like the feeling of your wife giving you a bulbful and diapering you. Laying there across her lap sucking (especially when there's extra milk in her breasts after feeding our child) on her breasts while the enema does its job. Soon I know I will lose the fight with the enema and fill my diaper.

Because of the weakness of my bladder, I always have my wet diapers almost every morning,this is the reason that my wife knows my nocturnal difficulties, that she put me to the diapers.

With good reason.It is especially the fact to relearn to wear diapers and plastic panties and get my regular underwear confiscated.The diapers have now become a normal thing for me. So I learned to stay in my wet diapers for several hours and wait until my wife decides to change me!???

I'm late to this discussion; but, will offer this. When I decided to wear diapers in favor of my regular underwear, I think it took me no more than 2 seconds to be 100% comfortable wearing them. I have never again worn regular underwear; and, I think trying to wear them would be uncomfortable and something I'd have a difficult time adjusting to.

U re connected very easily ,when I started spontaneously bed wetting day and night ,I was in the hospital ,so before my urology consult the nurses diapered me ,after the urology work up it became an order ,it wasn't something I chose or anything I was going to be able to control and as I get older i have had less and less "influence" ( I don't say control because that's long since gone) .

I am not treated any differently because I use diapers or need care , I have full time aides and nurses that help me with ADL's and changing my diapers .

My experience may not be typical for someone who wants to regress , I " regressed" die to health not a personal or fetish choice, nature chose the path all I have to do is roll it

I happen to be more open mindednin my own thinking that fetish need is the same as medical need ,it's not an optional want it's a need ,needs have to be met one way or another.

So I'd it's a need ,own your truth!

Once I had tried a nappy and experienced that I did need them then I wore on a "need" basis for many years and only putting one on when going out somewhere for a long period of time.

Over the years things have got to the 24/7 stage and the more I accepted that the easier it all got, I did on more than one occassion run out of nappies and resorted to my old underwear which strangely I found most uncomfortable and scratchy on my skin as well as the mental anguish of how long before I wet myself again ?

Am now so comfortable and accepting of my underwear that I have the confidence back that I lost all those years ago.

If given a choice then of course I would like to be continent but being realistic about it and also having the thankfully rare #2 problem nappies really are the ONLY answer and I am at peace with that fact.

I have perhaps 5 or 6 memories of wearing nappies as a very young child and mostly those memories are negative such as horrendous nappy rash or chafing from the rubber pants I was wearing.

Never any problems or adjustment required, as soon as I lay out my thick cloth diapers on the bed, cover my diaper areas with Baby Magic lotion, lie down on them, pin them and put on my plastic pants I just automatically seem to feel regressed back to my naughty toddler days. It's even better if I stick a Nuk 5 paci in my mouth. And I also seem to automatically start relaxing enough that I'm soon wetting them in constant, little releases like an incontinent person. It's like putting on my diapers just flips on a "switch" in my brain. And after wearing them a while, getting them soaked and getting myself off in them, I take them off and "the switch" is then magically flipped off until the next time.

I happen to be more open minded in my own thinking that fetish need is the same as medical need ,it's not an optional want it's a need ,needs have to be met one way or another.

So I'd say it's a need ,own your truth!

I don't necessarily disagree; but, I would offer I could live "comfortably" with regular underwear whereas someone in your situation could not. Also, in my particular situation I didn't start wearing diapers until I was into my 70s. I know I have a strong desire. Is it a need? I don't know. The fact I desperately want to enjoy sex with my wife again; but, she has physical issues that prevent it, doesn't make that a need. I've adjusted to a different way of enjoying solo sex play. That's why I'm conflicted as to desire vs. need. Regardless, I do own the fact that I love wearing my diapers and love peeing in them.