Planning first time with a "real" bottle

I plan on drinking from my first real bottle. Right now I'm using the throwaway Gatorade sports bottles. They are see through and resealable and don't really leak. I put it up on the pillow and lay next to it while I drink. I really want to try a "real" bottle but a little nervous.

@lostleaf I may be missing something, but what is there to be nervous of?

For me, when I tried it several years ago, the whole process helped me regress - not to a completely little space, but to more of a relaxed state. Drinking it in bed may well "tip you over" YMMV

The issue with bottles are that they are designed for infants and so hold a small volume. Drinking one after another, with formula, leads to more of a fuller feeling akin to eating a "regular" feed. I daresay that your Gatorade bottle holds 20 oz or more, which is way more than a regular babies bottle.

Others may well add some suggestions what to fill your bottle(s) with - formula, warm milk etc etc

@ohohseven I guess drinking out of an actual bottle makes this whole thing more "real" for me. My current set up is 24 oz of Ensure before bed. I was forced the bottle of Ensure the first time because I was underweight and needed it I found out I really liked it. My Dom thinks using the actual bottle will help me accept my position. We have a full-time daddy/daughter relationship.

Why nervous? It is a little different from a Gatorade bottle be makes you feel more little too.