Nullo

Did a search and hoping this topic is not out of bounds for zity (am guessing not).

i have an ambivalence about this, both attracted and repelled by it. i put this in the psych corner because, for me, it is more psychological than physical.

i was introduced to the idea of nullo by a Dom/Top guy who explained to me that the biggest gift a partner could give to Him was his cock and balls. He said He would never ask it or demand it, which had the effect of planting a seed in me and causing my ambivalence. I.e., a part of me now desires to please a guy in that way. To me, nullo is an ultimate form of expression of bottom/sub, giving up ones ability to penetrate sexually... at least, in that way.

Also, the biggest component for me of D/s ,Top/bottom, is the dynamic of the Dom having control over both His and His partners sexual pleasure. In part, the idea of giving my penis but retaining my testes makes more sense to me than the Eunuch thing, the other way around. i don't identify as female, so that is not a part of it. The idea of retaining my hormones and drive that goes with it, while giving up the primary male expressions does capture me though, especially submitting those to a guy who wants them.

feel like i am rambling, this one is difficult for me to articulate.

DON'T DO IT.

https://www.crazyshit.com/cnt/medias/56029-homemade-castration-this-was-hard-to-watch

https://www.liveleak.com/view?i=e90_1366113330

That's not something you could only experiment with to see if you liked it.

It would be a permanent modification.

This crosses the line between kink and a psychological problem. Anyone asking this or wanting it done should find some help to get rid of this desire. Why not just cut off your arms and legs to give him the ‘ultimate control’ over how you get around, or what you eat, whether you’ll live or die?

But you better hope you two never break up. That would be a big ‘Oops!’

Thanks for your replies and concern expressed. i should be clear that i wouldn't do this, it's the idea and some of the notion behind it that intrigues me. The furthest i would go is chastity, am figuring many of the same things can be explored with chastity.

CJ, i pretty much agree that giving up a body part ventures into being a psychological problem and the thought of the big "oops" occurred to me too. Removing a body part is permanent, guaranteed. There are no such guarantees about relationship.

I guess as long as it stays totally in a persons head as a fantasy, it isn’t harmful. Chastity and orgasm denial, while I don’t get them myself, is a much better route to go... and totally reversible!

In my country was a one,young man who was indentificated like 'nullo'. I was read about him and really...I'm scary about it and I'm sorry that he had got a lot of issures (eg. cancer) and hard life. On the other hand I think that he should be cure at psychologyst, because he have got a trauma. He are a celebrity on Instagram, he have got many fallowers and also body modifications (90% of body with tattoo). Last moth he was collected money to removed his penis, going to Mexico (where that type of treatment are legal) and this treatment are not successed

Holy Moly Batman!!! That video was crazy. Susie is right! DONT DO IT!!!