Innocent or Sexual?

I've met a lot of men (online only) who enjoy pooping their diaper because it makes them feel like a baby, for me messing myself is very, very sexual. Diapers in general are a sexual thing to me, and I'm not even sure why lol I'd love to know on here how many mess for that feeling of regression and how many mess because it turns them on.

I am writing this just before my customary morning self-love session. Definitely and predominantly sexual, but there has to be an element of regression as well. The whole process is incredibly erotic - the mounting pressure, increasing desperation, loss of control, and the moment I know I can't stop it, and defeat becomes celebration with a mighty push all turn me on. The physical sensations of relief, and all that "natural lube" lubricating skin, warmth surrounding cock & balls and every nook and cranny, and the sensuous sliding of skin against skin and the diaper are out of this world.

Pacifiers, cute prints, bottles & baby furniture do absolutely nothing for me, but what a feeling to just let loose and have all those nerve endings surrounded by warmth & lubrication! One more piece of evidence that the sexual element predominates: for hours after an orgasm, there is absolutely no interest in this. In fact, the negative aspects - clean-up, embarrassment, etc. predominate. It is also a rare event, one episode is enough to satisfy me for weeks and even months.

I wear, wet and poop diapers as a sexual turn on for myself, because I like the freedom of being able to did it anyway and I like the sounds and feelings involved.

Both. I love wearing diapers because I love feeling like a big, naughty, diaper wetting, diaper pooping baby.

And that provides a sexual turn on for me. I think a lot of the fun of sex is derived from the fact that as a kid you're told by your parents that your private parts are "dirty" and "Don't touch that! Don't play with that! Don't show that to anybody it's private! Go take a bath and wash your dirty private parts!"--then as an adult there you are with another person, naked, and playing with / licking / fucking / etc with those same parts. There's a certain element of "Oh this is nasty and I shouldn't be doing it" and yet there you are doing it anyway and loving every minute of it.

And for me it's much the same with my diapers. The fact that my mother changed me out of them as soon as I wet / pooped them and constantly told me "Oh big people don't wear those!" and got me out of them as soon as she could is one reason why I love them so much now. Also the nastiness of wearing wet / poopy diapers--the way it feels, the way it smells, the way it looks, the sounds and (if you're into it) the way things taste.

In the same way that I love having my wife sit on my face and how I love smelling her dirty panties, I also love my dirty diapers. It appeals to all of your senses in a very sexual way.

Its both sexual and fun... a way of quietly rebelling against society and society's standards... taboos are fun to break also.

I recall having read a school book I took out of the school library in 6th grade (around 1970) that said regarding fetishes something to the effect of... "It takes a really creative person to engage in BDSM play and other fetishes like piss and scat play and other areas like age regression. To enjoy societies taboos is a mark of an intelligent person."

So for me... " A NON CONFORMIST"at an early age... sexual...

Namaste,

Richie

LasciviousEyes@hotmail.com

Definitely sexual for me. It started when I was really young too, my mother used to be a preschool teacher, and after we moved to New York, she would occasionally babysit little ones at our house. It was around this time, when I was four or five, something started. At the time I was far to young to understand anything, and I didn't care for the most part. Fast forward to 7-8 years old, I managed to figure out it was diapers that turned me on, for whatever reason. I used to wear every pair of underwear I owned at the same time to simulate the tightness and bulk of a real diaper. But I only did it for a quick minute in the morning, as not to get caught. These feelings I tried to suppress as the years went on, only to culminate in middle school, when I went shopping with my grandmother to buy stuff for my at the time, baby cousins. They were only 2 at the time, and still in diapers 24/7, so we came home from Target with the biggest they had, in the size 6. Grandma asked me to take them upstairs to the back bedroom until she left to visit them in a week or so. Being devious and knowing it was my time, I slit the top of the box open and peeked inside. There were three separate packages of disposable diapers. I shoved the end packs against the finger holes, so no one would suspect that the middle pack was missing. I remember feeling the pure ecstasy rise inside me as I held the pack. I remember opening them up in the privacy of my room, and smelling a familiar smell, not known for over 9 years. That night after everyone was asleep, I took my first diaper out of the pack and tried to get it on. Being small and still 12 was not enough, but I figured out if I opened the diaper up and did the Velcro tabs, I could take a stapler and staple the tabs shut and that was enough to get it on. Wearing it that night, smelling the fresh aroma, and seeing myself in the mirror was invigorating. I wanted to see how much the diaper could hold, so the next morning I showered with it on, and the very first time I felt the swell of the diaper touch me down there was indescribable. I've been doing it ever sense, only now with proper fitting disposables, enemas, marshmallows, and anything else I can think of to keep it fresh. It is very sexual for me, the rubbing, the swelling, the smell. I went to therapy for it as I did eventually get caught by my mother, but she didn't make me stop, just wanted me to be safe and responsible about it. After a few years, my counselor said it was very unlikely it would ever go away, and to just learn to live with it, as it wasn't hurting anyone.

I would say it's very innocent ,I am disabled and incontinent ,I don't have the choice to use a toilet ,I only use diapers , there was a time I was able bodied and continent ,did a hard job because I could , that's not now. And just as point of refrence ,when you depend on another person for anything it's very baby like ,I trained my aides , they work in my home ,I am the boss period ,when I am secured in my wheelchair ,when they put me in bed for personal care ,diaper change,medication or to sleep ,they are in charge ,when your a full grown man with nerve and muscle function marginally better than a toddler ,it takes trust .

It's totally innocent and not sexual for me. Yes I have messed my diapers innocently many times. I do not like or have a purpose of messing my diaper intentionally. I hate the large chore of the cleanup especially in public. I cant imagine how a loaded up diaper is sexual, wiping poop off my balls and cleaning my butt isn't my thing. Besides I dont even know who would even want to be around me in either case if intentionally or not.

I do understand the sexual thing, especially, for DLs. For me, it’s 100% non sexual, and 100% real. Treated as and only a little one.

Maybe for someone who would like to look after and care for a little one to fill a void of not having kids, or, had kids, who are now grown and moved out on their own, and miss parenting of dependent little ones relying on them and would like it again.

It's pretty easy to see the sexual aspect of pooping one's diaper for many ab's and dl's. The soft squishy poop filling the small space between your bottom and genitals only adds to the overall feeling of a nice snug soft diaper.

For me, though, the whole diaper experience is more about enjoying the feeling of that diaper pinned on and held snugly with a pair of plastic diaper pants.

While having a poop in my diaper is a great sensation, I d avoid doing because of the cleanup. I had started a thread some time ago asking what others thought about this, mainly because I was unsure about how I felt. I have since decided that, while the moment I poop, and the few minutes afterward feel great, the mess that follows is just too much work for me. Perhaps this is because diapers are less of a sexual thing and more of a comfort thing for me.

I can't understand why deriving sexual pleasure from messing or wetting my diapers should be considered the opposite of being innocent. I'd rather think I innocently enjoy wearing diapers and messing and wetting in them. I think of it as being a little childish or naughty, but still innocent pleasure. I felt that way when I wore diapers and rubber pants and wet my bed when I was a teenager along with my sisters.

I recently found this answer, and for the first time i think i might have a bit of an understanding. Kind of as some enjoy going back to nature with a tent or sleeping under the stars, Some also do this:

https://www.quora.com/What-are-some-special-places-in-world

In the privacey of one's own home all sexual acts are innocent as long as they abide by local laws and human decencey.

For me it's cumming and wetting my diapers.

Pooping just doesn't do it for me.

I'm a DL, and love the fantasy about it, but pooping and messing is just too much.

Too smelly for one thing.

I do get off on it especially when I put a few suppositories in and hold it until it literally comes out on its own no matter how hard I squeeze my checks that’s the sexual aspect. But I honestly just prefer pooping in my diaper. I don’t wanna poop in the toilet no more. I feel like my diaper is my proper way to poo not the toilet.

For me it is hard to pin point when it is or isnt sexual. In the presence of ABDL friends/family it isn’t sexual at all, though pooping my diaper in a supermarket full of strangers turns me on very much. Also having an enima at home and just filling it up to the max makes me hard even writing it in here. I guess that when I am with my ABDL friends/family I am mostly in little space and my 2,5 yo little isn’t sexual in any way. When I am out in the supermarket on my own it is my DL side that is present, and my DL side is sexual as hell 🤣. So for me it depends, but in both ways I love messing 🙂.

Spike