Spanking soft or hard

Iv started serving a tv mistress she liked me to wear panties stockings, bit by bit it got more and more sissy, then she spanked me if i got hard in the panties, saying true sissies don't get hard, im now only allowed to cumm if im soft , the thing is im getting a bigger orgasm it's different from wanking orgasm its more intense and being soft does make me feel sissy, any other subs or domm's tried this

I used to see a spanker who was not a cross dresser but he made me strip at the door of his townhouse even if some of his neighbors were looking in. I then had to put on pantyhose heels, an sometimes a bra, then go on into his living room where I was restrained over a table and spanked with about ten or more different instruments over the panty

hose.

He would then make me walk around the room including a picture window with the drape open. In variably there would be a couple of his neighbors watching the show. He then would lower my pantyhose and take me over his knee as if I were some girl and spank me more in front of his audience.

I think the spanking over the pantyhose hurt worse, maybe because the elastic compressed the nerve endings and held my but in a more efficient position for the spanking.

He would do many other things to me that finally lead to an ejaculation then he would spank me for cumming.

He has since move back probably to New York where he is from. boy do I miss him.

Rob