Biggest turn on for diapers

The anticipation, the crinkly plastic of my diaper and the rustle of plastic panties, and feeling the diaper between my legs.

The bulk on my crotch, the crinkle sound and the plastic feeling on my hands.

I love to be lying on my bed getting ready for night time. A thick cloth diaper under me, getting powdered up and pulling the diaper up between my legs, then pinning it tight.

Next comes the precious soft plastic panties. Pulled up my legs and swallowing up my diapers. Getting under the covers all snugly. Kicking my legs feeling my new undies.

That's my diaper turn on.

The noise of the plastic backed ones, the compression of being padded, the feeling of being safe and secure is strangely relaxing and euphoric. The smell of baby powder, the noise of the plastic tapes, the weight of it being full. I don't even know if I can elaborate all of the feelings.

It would be a constant reminder that something going on down there, just a knowledge that I am wearing them and being able to let a little trickle here and there.

The bulk and swell as it is filled. The feeling of the urine running down and disappearing. The initial feel of a nice soft and dry diaper, as well as knowing I'm taped in tightly and it's my only option until it is full. It's most disappointing when I must remove a well-used diaper after all I put into it.

All things with diapers are very nice

But the changing time is for sure the biggest turn on for me about diapers.

I want to be an adult baby , only for a few hours, being over a womans lap, getting a vaselined finger up me, followed by a lump of saddle soap, a disposable diaper put on me and plastic pants , then im cuddled till i shit my self, woman then cleans me and gives me a big warm soapy enema....where is that wwoman ?

Being told I’m too little for panties and that I have to use a diaper until I’m a big girl that can use the toilet 🙈

Specifically, If I have an accident in my panties I like to be gently ‘punished’ by having to wear a diaper.

If it was practical I would love to be completely incontinent. 🥺

I like being safe in the knowledge that no matter how big by leak the diaper will cope. I like waking up in the morning to the bulk between my legs.

Being changed on the living room floor in front of all my aunts coffee morning or church friends . Them commenting on my stiffy and what lovely panties i had to wear over my nappy and waterproofs .