Always get bleeding - now leaking a bit.

So I had a huge toy a few months ago I had to stop using because it was simply gonna break my ass. I've fisted twice since then without the proper preparation at all - I just get super high and horny and when I fist myself it doesn't hurt so I just force it. I usually get bleeding. I sometimes have trouble getting my hand in but I invariably make a huge fist when I pull it out because I love feeling the swollen ass meat pop out. So I fisted myself hard as fuck two days in a row for hours at a time and now when I sit or squat down shit is dribbling out. Can't go anywhere today. I'm sure the shit is super liquid and greasy from the 800 pounds of lube I used, but will I ever be able to not leak again if I ever have the runs? Fuck that I've been getting progressively loser for a few years now from shenannigans like this.

Should I buy an inflatable that only goes up to a certain size and just stick to that from now on? I really don't want to quit anal play. ?

So I had a huge toy a few months ago I had to stop using because it was simply gonna break my ass. I've fisted twice since then without the proper preparation at all - I just get super high and horny and when I fist myself it doesn't hurt so I just force it. I usually get bleeding. I sometimes have trouble getting my hand in but I invariably make a huge fist when I pull it out because I love feeling the swollen ass meat pop out. So I fisted myself hard as fuck two days in a row for hours at a time and now when I sit or squat down shit is dribbling out. Can't go anywhere today. I'm sure the shit is super liquid and greasy from the 800 pounds of lube I used, but will I ever be able to not leak again if I ever have the runs? Fuck that I've been getting progressively loser for a few years now from shenannigans like this.

Should I buy an inflatable that only goes up to a certain size and just stick to that from now on? I really don't want to quit anal play. ?

You could be irreversibly injuring your anus. Get medical attention.

Don't be stupid. You know what you are doing and yet you consciously injure yourself. STOP.

Let everything heal and after 4-8 weeks start slowly and don't go so large.

Training the anus is like training a gymnast to do splits. Some people can learn those tricks, other cannot without significant injury.

So I fisted myself hard as fuck two days in a row for hours at a time and now when I sit or squat down shit is dribbling out. Can't go anywhere today.

Needle off the record time.

Are you out of your fucking mind? Hell, you should ALREADY be at the doctor's office. You may indeed have hurt yourself. And BAD. This isn't some funhouse or Call of Duty map with infinite respawns; you're talking about fucking over your ability to shit properly, for the rest of your days, for chrissakes.

Get a clue and get it in perspective. You're on the WRONG track. Pain and blood (and you know, the like, whole, death thing...) = nature's way of telling you to slow down.

Unscrew your head and realize you're in trouble bud - lay off the obscene toys, self-fisting, hell - anything up your ass, at all, and seek professional help fast.

I can add little to this but say--get a grip. STOP and seek medical attention. You're in a world of trouble.

I dont know anything about fisting , its not my " thing" but I do know pain & blood is a major cause for concern ! And stuff is dribbling out on its own ? I have to ask , how in fuck are you not freaking out right now ?

Do you want to end up with a colostomy bag ? Suck it up and go to the ER before some permanent damage is done .

An illustration of why high or drunk + sex (or other potentially dangerous activities) is a bad idea.

Go see your doc Bro.

For sure, see a Doctor.

I don't know how on earth you did that, and it's a new one in my experience, hey, shit happens.

He did what I warned the membership about for years.

Can only hope this is an exaggerated or troll post...

He did what I warned the membership about for years.

I don't have anything to add to this post except that I have been listening a lot,, and you all should heed Switchable as well

I know this much sir,, go see a doctor or if need be ER...

Peace to you, and sorry.

All I can say is: HOPE YOU LOVE WEARING A DIAPER!

10% of the world's world's population is gay. NONE of them wear diapers. I hang out in the gaybourhood. They don't sell diapers there cause there are no babies.

10% of the world's world's population is gay. NONE of them wear diapers. I hang out in the gaybourhood. They don't sell diapers there cause there are no babies.

Demographics vary throughout the world but nowhere is it that high.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demographics_of_sexual_orientation

They don't have to sell infant diapers to sell adult diapers.

Most gay guys I have known (not necessarily biblically) are very clean, fastidious and wouldn't want to be soiled by using a diaper..

It doesn't have to do with sexual orientation. Seriously poor anal play practices can damage the anus or rectum and cause lasting damage.

Please go see a doctor , bleeding from tears or ruptures can be a great health risk.. fisting is not something I am into, we all have our quirks .. safety/health should always be a number one rule .

Guys, whomever posted this tale of woe was here and gone. He became a member a day ago, and hasn't been back since.

I highly doubt he even wanted advice. It was more for the "wow" effect of telling complete strangers about his stupidity.

This is one of those "if you have to ask...you already know" types of situations. I love me some butt play but leaky anus is not a part of the game.

I would love to try it but I just cannot see me opening up that much.

If your partner takes his/her time you would surprised at what they may be able to do for you!