Learning to share with my wife

My wife and I are having trouble in our relationship. I'm paying to much attention to my diapers and not enough to her. I've always been a diaper lover (&bedwetter) so it's always been with me. I never hid my fetish from her. I told her about it during our first few dates. We've been trying to figure out how to satisfy my diaper needs while giving her pleasure as well. Im not good at actually having sex so we're trying to figure out how I can pleasure her and then get pleasure myself.

We've been going to a marriage counselor and things are improving. The problem is that I'm embarrassed to show her how much I love diapers. I want to smell them, I want to rub them against my body and I want to pee on myself. These things are embarrassing to share with anyone. I don't want to scare her off but it doesn't seem like I am. She seems to be taking this quite well.

We had a long discussion yesterday and I told her what I might like. I told her my deep secret about enjoying looking at men and boys in diapers. I exposed myself and she didn't blink an eye. Now I'm not saying I'm a boy lover, it's the diapers. I'm jealous about how kids can just run around in diapers and nobody bats an eye. I want to do that. She said it's fine with her if I run around in diapers. She's willing to change me when I'm wet too!

We're learning as we go but it's a long process. I'm hoping we can really become closer as a couple. I want to share this part of my life with her and I think that discussion is going to be the beginning of a wonderful relationship.

Hope this brings hope to you all that there is acceptance out there, you just have to take a chance and expose yourself. I'm glad I did. I love my wife and I hope this brings us even closer.

You say you are bisexual.

How does your wife feel about your having sex with men?

She doesn't like it. I haven't been with a man in 15 years. I like to play diapers with men not really f#@k. Today my wife and I are going to be experimenting. She's gonna spank me for playing with myself then I'm going to pleasure her with my mouth. Then I'm going to masturbate while she supervises!

Should be fun!

Years ago I was a truck driver ,and three times a week I was away up to Scotland ,and when I was resting at night in my sleeper cab I would pull out a pair of plastic baby pants ,and "use them " -so to speak .Well this went on for about nearly a year ,when one-day my darling wife found my "rubbers " in the sleeping bag ,and asked me what was I doing with Baby pants ,-this was long before we could buy Adult size ,Well I walked out of the house feeling so ashamed of myself . Then I marched back in told her I like the softness ,which helped take away the pent-up sexual urge . I couldnt tell her I loved wearing ISH plastic pants . Anyway a few weeks later she called me into the bedroom to see her in her black number wearing these babies plastic pants .She had ripped the sides out and the elastic was like a rubber band round her thighs ,anyway I "went down " on her then I made love to her . She was still unsure of this fetish ,and I made out I wouldnt do it again -I did on the sly ,I still entered chemists on the hunt .Then years later I found adult size from "shop 4 Pvc " not long after she found a pair under the bed ,and I told her I sometimes wet myself -NOT ! but after that she made me visit the Drs ect . But Im allowed to wear them -always for pleasure ,as my wife has become sore -shall we say ? and my trusty plastic Baby pants helps me .I did hope & prey she would love them as well -but sadly not