Disclaimer: This story was written as best remembered from a dream. The reason for presenting it is to show how, in this dream, a bedwetter was helped without him feeling bad about the problem. Most of them feel that everyone is against them and they can't have friends.

I am an adult male that has been widowed within the past year. My life has changed in that I can now pursue my diaper desires full time now. Cloth diapers can now be used at night with clear vinyl waterproof pants. During the day either a cloth diaper with vinyl pants or an altered Attend are used. The Attend is altered by adding a Dryper that has had the waterproof backing removed and then affixed to the Attend with hot glue.

On day while buying Attends in a store there was a woman looking at the variety of diapers(briefs) for her 11 year old son who is a bed wetter. Evidently she had not used these on him before and asked me what I thought. She added that he was a very heavy wetter and wasn't sure of which product to buy, since money is a little short.

In talking to here I found she was a single mother that had never been married. She was trying to do her best to raise her son, but things were difficult.

In our conversation she stated that she had put a plastic sheet on the boy's bed, buy the washing every day was a problem of time and cost. Knowing that there is a cost to the disposable diapers she felt it would be less of a problem and cost and also eliminate the smell of the urine in the bedroom.

She was also a little apprehensive about the boy accepting diapers, although he didn't seem to have friends that would find out.

I offered to help her and talk to the boy. I told her that I had been a bed wetter and was put in diapers and rubber pants until the age of 15. What I didn't tell her is that from about 12 on to 15 I wet them on purpose just to be able to wear diapers. Further, I mentioned due to a prostate problem I had to wear them full time now. She readily accepted and was happy that her son could have a male figure in his life and that his name was Billy. I agreed to come to the house that evening and talk to the boy and to also diaper him.

After finding out his waist size I found he would just fit in a medium Attend, which is the size I use. In my collection of plastic pants I found a couple pair that would fit him. A few altered Attend and the plastic pants were put in a bag together with baby powder and baby wipes for me to take that evening. I could hardly wait for the time to pass before meeting the little boy.

She had asked me to come to the house between 7 and 7:30 PM. Naturally I wanted to be there at the stroke of 7 and was. She answered the door and the boy wasn't around. She explained that she had told him about me and that he was not too sure about all this. He finally appeared and after a few minutes he felt comfortable with me.

As we got acquainted I told him that I had been a bed wetter and my mother put me in diapers to keep down the washing and smell. I also told him that because of a medical condition I had to use them full time now. He was surprised at this and he even started to smile and become very friendly. He evidently wanted a father figure and agreed to let me put him in diapers to try. I told his mother never to mention that he used diapers to anyone because we don't want to embarrass him. Further, I told him I would buy a new mattress for his bed to get rid if the smell. He was so happy to have someone on his side that he gave me a hug.

It was a Friday night and he didn't have school the next day, so he could stay up a little longer. When bedtime finally came he was both anxious and apprehensive about getting ready for bed. When he and I went to the bedroom he asked me what kind I used at night and I told him cloth. I mentioned to him that cloth would be more work for his mother, but that if he were to stay over at my house I would put cloth and vinyl pants on him. His eyes lit up when I mentioned staying at my house. At this moment I know I had a diaper boy friend.

He removed his clothes and I had him lay on the bed. Then I slipped the altered attend under him and put some powder on him, mostly for the smell. After the tapes were affixed I put the plastic pants on him. He wondered why these were needed and I told him that just in case there was a little leak these would solve that problem. It was evident that he liked the diapers and a father figure. His pajamas were put on over the diaper and we went to the living room.

His mother was in the kitchen getting a dessert for us and when she returned didn't mention the diapers. At this point I wanted to tell them that the next night I would come over and instructed Billy to drink lots of water before I came. It was explained to him that in a large number of bed wetting boys that the problem is the lack of growth of the bladder related to their body growth. Upon my arrival I would want him to have to urinate very bad shortly after my arrival. We would have him go into a calibrated graduate I would bring. If the amount of urine was less than 260 ml it would probably be bladder grown causing the wetting.

That morning, since it was Saturday and Billy didn't have school, when I got there I was greeted at the door by Billy and a huge hug and I held him in my arms for at least a minute. I wanted him to know that the feeling was mutual. His mother was happy to see me and said that the bed was dry in the morning. I has asked her to save the diaper so I could determine if needed to alter the design for him. After inspecting the diaper I looked as if that would do the job.

It wasn't long and Billy said he really had to go to the bathroom. I asked him if he could hold it a little longer and he said now, so I got the graduate out of the sack and we went to the bathroom and he use the graduate. There was only about 175 ml of urine and I know then that his problem was bladder growth. We went to the living room and I explained this to his mother. She wanted to know what to do and I told here that there are exercises for this. I explained to Billy that every day I would like him to drink lots of water and hold it until he couldn't any longer. This, in time, will stretch the bladder. His mother was relieved but I told he that it could take from six month to a year.

Since it was Saturday I suggested we go buy a mattress for Billy and go out to eat lunch. Billy was excited because his mother didn't have the money to do this often. After eating I wanted to buy some clothes for Billy. After returning to their house Billy's mother had to go to work for a couple of hours. She asked if I would look after Billy and I said anytime she needed me to take him I would be happy. I asked her if could take time to my house because I had some thing to do there. She was happy to have him watched and we left.

At my house I asked Billy what he thought of the diapers and if he liked them. At first he said he didn't know but I could tell he really like the diaper. I then asked him if he would like one on now and he jumped for joy. I thought this was a good time to put him in a cloth diaper and vinyl pants. Before the diaper was put on I measured his waist , hips belt to belt through the crotch and the leg sizes. This I wanted so I could order cloth diapers and vinyl pants in his size. Then I diapered him and put waterproof pants on him. As it turned out, his T-shirt was short and it only covered about one inch of the diaper.

When he stood up and I was sitting on the bed his eyes looked directly into mine. He gave me a look that said "I love you." I looked into his eyes for a time and said, "me too." He gave me a puzzled look and I asked him what he said to me with the beautiful look. He hung his head and said "I love you." I then said, "What did it tell you?" and he answered, "me too". Immediately, he was so happy and hugged me for several minutes. Every once in a while he would come and hug me.

That afternoon I called his mother and asked if he could stay over and she was happy to hear this since some of her friends had asked her to a party. Since he didn't have clothes here she asked if we would like to come and get them. I told her I would get some to keep here as well as a tooth brush, etc.

Billy exploded with excitement and he gave another hug. We spent a wonderful day out in the open. My house is in the country and has many acres covered in trees. We just walked around the place and talked and our bonding became stronger and stronger.

When it was time for bed I put heavy cloth diapers on him with plastic pants. When I put the plastic pants on him I told him that by next weekend I would have all new diapers for him and some clear vinyl pants like mine. I had already changed and had my clear vinyl pants on and he wanted to see them. From that time on we were just in our diapers.

He talked me into watching some TV and we sat on the couch. After awhile I got up and got a baby bottle and filled it with water. When I returned he had not seen the bottle. I had him lay down with his head on my lap and he looked at me with the most loving look. I pulled him up and held him, and at this point I pulled the bottle out and put the nipple in his mouth. I kissed his forehead and immediately he pulled the bottle out and kissed me on the mouth. He then pulled my hand with the bottle back to his mouth. He almost finished the bottle before he want to sleep in my arms. I put him in his bed for the night.

The next morning when he awoke I took off the diaper and he thanked me for keeping him in diapers. I ran a tub of water and he wanted me to give him a bath. He relaxed like a baby and enjoyed his bath. About the time he started getting dressed his mother called and asked if I could keep him another night and to bring him back in time for her to take him to church Sunday morning. Billy was so happy he cried and gave me a hug and said "I love you." Naturally I told him I loved him.

The first thing he said is, "Will you put diapers on me?" He was in diapers at the drop of a hat and we had another wonderful day. After giving him a bath the next morning he got dressed and I took him home. We gave each other a big hug and he kissed me. His mother was so happy that he had a man to help. I told her that anytime she needed me to help or Billy wanted me I would be happy to take him.

CHAPTER II

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It was now Wednesday and I sure missed Billy. I was watching "Walker Texas Ranger" and the phone rang. It was Billy and he was in tears. He had been given ten word problems for homework and was unable to do them. I told him I would teach him how to think them out and asked if he would have his mother take the phone. When she answered she said he was so flustered he couldn't think them out. I offered to come over and teach him how to think them out. She readily accepted. I quickly changed my diaper and got dressed to go to help Billy.

When I got there his eyes were red but he had stopped crying. I held him for a minute and told him that those problems all gave me trouble until someone showed me how to approach them.

Billy and I went to the kitchen table and I showed him how to work out three of the problems. He really caught on rapidly. Then I told him to work out the rest of them and I would go talk to his mother. When he finished he was to let me know and we would check them out together.

His mother was happy for the help. She started talking about Billy and how she happened to have him. He was the product of a one night stand and she didn't know the real name of the father. I mentioned that his father was probably a bed wetter and that Billy should not be blamed for his problem. It wasn't long and Billy came in to say that he was finished. We checked the problems and found only one mistake. This was one mistake that many would make and I told him that once in awhile they construct one of the problem to throw you off. I explained to him what to look for. He was very proud of himself and gave me a hug.

He wanted to sit on my lap and his mother said "Billy, you are too big for that." I said, "I think he needs that since he never had a dad to hold him and should have some of the thing he has missed." As I was holding Billy he looked at me and said he wished I was his dad. His mother said "Oh, Billy". My response was, "what a flattering statement.". When a boy asks you to be his dad it is really a compliment. Then I said to Billy, "I know you love your mother and you want her to be happy. You are almost 12 now and in about 6 or 7 years you will be going off to college and really she will be alone then." She should marry someone close to her age. I am so much older and would probably die before many years go by, and she would be alone then.

Then I hugged Billy and said to him, "what you really need is a grandpa. That way I could spoil you lots more. He immediately hugged and kissed me. His mother said to me, "you are the most marvelous person I have ever known."

It was time for Billy to go to bed and he asked me to put on his diaper. He had already said goodnight to his mother so he was diapered and I tucked him in and gave he a kiss goodnight. As I looked back at him before turning out the light he had the most contented smile on his face. I shut the door and when I got to the living room his mother thanked me. She said Billy was a totally different boy and she loved being around him now. She asked if I would like to have him for the weekend and I readily accepted. She asked if I would pick him up after school and that his clothes would be packed in a bag at the house.

Finally it was Friday and time to leave to pick up Billy. He must have been the first one out of the school and he couldn't get the car door open fast enough to suit him. What a happy boy this was. He immediately told me he got an "A" on his word problems and that he was doing much better in school. I then said, "Billy, if you will get all A's and B's on your last report card of the year I will buy you a bike." He exploded with joy and told me he had never had one and didn't know how to ride one. "Billy," I said, "I'l1 teach you." Naturally I got a hug and kiss.

When we got to the house to pick up his things he hesitated for a bit, so I asked him what was on his mind. He took me in his bedroom and handed me a diaper. I knew what he wanted and he took off his pants and in a short time he was in a diaper and plastic pants.

When we go to my house I showed him that I had received cloth diapers and clear vinyl pants I had ordered for him from Angel Fluff. His eye were bright and he asked to put one on now. I told him he would have to wait until the diaper he had on was really wet. Boy, did he ever start drinking water and it wasn't long and he was squishy. He then got his cloth diaper and clear plastic pants and asked for a bottle. I held him and rubbed his back while he emptied the bottle.

As I looked at him he had become such a beautiful boy. When I first saw him he was average looking, but now he had changed and just was aglow. I told him I am so proud to call him my grandson.

We had a very enjoyable weekend and when I took him back Sunday night it was time to eat and his mother asked me to stay for the meal. I readily accepted, and when it was time for bed he asked me to put on his diaper. Since he liked the cloth diapers so much I had ordered enough to leave a supply at the house, together with the vinyl pants. 1 had purchased a diaper pail and taught him how to rinse the diaper in water and Odo-Ban. This treatment completely takes out the odor. I agreed to come over on Wednesday evenings and take the diapers home to wash and leave a new supply. Also taught him how to diaper himself.

They next week he had received his report card and it was much improved over the previous ones. He teacher had sent home a noted stating that she had really noticed a vast improvement in him and since there was a parent teachers conference in a few days she would inquire what had brought this about. His mother was unable to go to this and asked me to go and provided me with a note that she was requesting me to take her place.

When I talked to the teacher I explained the problems and she stated she is certain that some of the scholastic problems she sees can be attributed to causes like bed wetting and single parent family. I told he that I had promised Billy a bike if he got his grade to A's and B's for the last report card , which would be the next one. She stated that at the rate he is going now there wouldn't be a problem with him attaining that level. This was music to my ears, since I really wanted to buy that bike for him.

The next six weeks flew by, especially since I had Billy every weekend. It was now time for report card again and I noted that Billy was a little nervous. I ask him what was wrong and he said he was afraid he wouldn't get good enough for him to get the bike. I told him I didn't think there was a worry and this settled him a little. Finally the time came. It was Friday and the end of school at noon. His mother had asked me to get him from school since she wouldn't be home until about 6PM. His report card was in his hand and there was only one B and the rest A's. I hugged him and told him how proud I am.

I didn't go to the house but instead went to look at bikes. We made a few stores before he saw what he wanted. He does have expensive tastes and picked one that was $200. This made no difference to me and we purchased the bike. It was on display and didn't need anything except to adjust the seat.

I called his mother at work and told her what we had done and asked if I could take him to my house. When we arrived we immediately set out to teach Billy how to ride. It didn't take long and he was doing very well. After he had been on the bike, past time to eat, I suggested we go to McDonald's. He was hungry also and away we went, after locking the bike in the garage.

His mother had said that she and Billy were going out of town for the weekend to visit a relative and that I should bring him home Saturday morning.

Billy was diapered at bedtime and he really like his clear vinyl pants because the color of the diaper pins showed. I thought he was going to take the bike to bed with him and I almost couldn't blame him. In the morning his diaper was removed and he got a bath. When dressed he took a look at his bike before leaving for home and the trip with his mother. I provided Billy with enough disposable diapers for the trip. He wasn't too happy about not being able to wear cloth diapers, I told him it would be best because of the washing and he probably didn't want the relative to know about his diapers. He agreed and I told him how to dispose of the night diaper to keep the relatives from knowing.

When I got him home his mother was almost ready to leave. Billy had a big hug and kiss for me. We all said goodbye and away they went. Billy looked back at me with a sad look.

CHAPTER III

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After Billy and his mother returned I had Billy much of the summer. One day he saw a boy from his grade in school, who he had liked, but never struck up a friendship. I had encouraged Billy to make friends, that this is an important part of his education. Billy started talking to him and they became friends. One day he asked David if he could come out to grandpa's place with him. David said he would have to ask his mother. They both went to David's house to ask his mother. Billy told her about his grandpa and she said she thought it would be good for David, since he had not had friends before either.

Billy called me and I picked the boys up at David's house and met his mother. I told here I would take them to a drive-in to eat lunch and then go to the house. We roamed the woods and the boys had a great time just being out in nature. When Billy and I took David home I asked his mother if he could come out again. He was telling here about the great time they had and after this she said yes. Both boys immediately said, "How about tomorrow?" I said that would be fine with me and told them I would take them to a water park. David and I went back to my house.

When we got home I told Billy that it would be nice if David could spend the night. Billy looked a little apprehensive about this and I knew the reason. I said "Billy, you can sleep in the sleeping bags I bought for you and you can come into my room to put your diaper on when David goes to sleep." He thought this would work. Then I told Billy, "you know, I think David is a bed wetter." Billy was surprised and asked how I knew this. They I mentioned how many times David had to go to the bathroom and that he must have a very small bladder. Billy got to thinking about this and his eyes lit up. I told Billy to ask David to spend the nigh here the next time he was over.

The next day when we picked up David we went to the water park and both boys had a ball. We then went out to eat and Billy asked David if he could spend the night. There was an instant when David looked very happy about this and then all of a sudden his face changed. I knew then that he was a bed wetter. He was looking for an excuse not to stay. When we go to my house 1 asked Billy to leave David and me alone for a time. Billy knew that I would talk to David and things might work out.

When David and I were alone I had him come over to me and put my arm around him and said to him that I knew why he didn't want to stay. The look on his face was bewilderment. Then I told him that I had been a bed wetter. I also explained to him the I knew because of his frequent trips to the bathroom and that he must have a small bladder. He then admitted it and I told him that Billy also has the problem. I asked him if he use a diaper at night and he said yes. He said pull ups don't work because he goes so much they leak. At that point I asked him if I could talk to his mother about him staying and he said yes.

I asked David what diapers he uses and he said Attends with some diaper doubler. It told him that I put cloth and vinyl pants on Billy and asked if he would like that. He hung his head but said yes. I gave him a hug and told him everything would be okay and that no other boys would find out.

I called David's mother and told her that I had figured out David's problem of wetting at night and that I had talked to him and asked him to spend the night with Billy. She thought for awhile and then said yes that she thought he needed another boy for a friend. We all piled in the car to go to David's house to get clothes. His mother brought out some diapers but I told her I have a big supply at home. Also, I said I would measure David's urine capacity and explained the if it was below 260ml this was his reason for the problem. She was also a single mother and with no history of the father's problem.

When we got to the house the boys and I watched TV and it wasn't long and they began to yawn. They had a busy day and were ready for bed. I diapered both boys in cloth diapers and vinyl pants. You could tell that David liked these very much. They played around for awhile and both crawled into sleeping bags.

I could hear them talk for a short time and David said he sure liked it here and his cloth diaper. Billy said he really like them and would like to wear them all the time. David said he would, also. It wasn't long and they were asleep.

In the morning they were both very wet, but no leaks. I knew this would happen because they drank lots of fluids during the evening. I took the diapers off both boys and they took a bath together. When they were finished I put a diaper on Billy and asked David if he would like one also. The answer was a big yes. They both had shorts and a long T- shirt which completely covered the diaper area. We were all over that day and I changed the boys several times in the mini-van. I always had the middle seats out to leave an area to change diapers. I now had two diaper boys. By the way David's capacity was 140ml.

That summer was an enjoyable time for the two boys. I taught them both to swim and this took lots of the energy. As the summer neared its end and Billy's birthday was on August 20th, I decided to do something for him that was educational.

On the evening of the 19th he and I flew to Houston so I could take him to the Johnson Space Center. We spent the whole day there and he soaked up everything he could about space flight.

The next day we flew to Harlingen, TX and rented a car to go to South Padre Island. He had never seen a large body of water. We swam in the salt water and walked the beaches.

On our return home it was almost time for school I bought him clothes and supplies he needed.

As the years went by and he was in high school he was busy with school and extracurricular activities, but we still managed time together. When he stayed over he was in his cloth diapers; however, he had stopped wetting at night.

About six weeks before the end of his senior year he call to tell me that he was valedictorian of his class. I congratulated him and told him I knew he would excel scholastically and also in life. During the high school years he worked hard at his studies and in his dealing with other people. He had really become a well rounded young man.

Billy had also received a full scholarship to a major university. His presentation at graduation was so outstanding that a friend of mine who Billy had worked for during high school came up to us after the ceremony and told Billy he was going to pay all his other expenses as school if he would come back after graduation and work for him. Billy was on his way.

Since Billy had an old car I bought him for school I knew he would need reliable transportation, In our time together the last few weeks I noticed he always looked at a car on the showroom floor of a dealership. Without his knowledge I purchased the car and put it my garage at home.

When the crowd was breaking up I invited Billy and his mother to come to the house. I had informed her of what I had for him. Billy was a little hesitant but said he would come for awhile but was then going to a graduation party. As we got to the house he noticed one of my cars was outside and asked about this. I said I was cleaning out the garage and didn't have time to get it back before going to graduation. When pressed the garage door opener he saw what was there and who it was for, since he had told me he would like to buy a car like that some day. Most kids would have been all over the car but not Billy. He came to me crying and hugged me and even, at his age, kissed me followed with, "I love you."

I didn't want to spoil his fun that evening, so I gave him the keys and naturally told him to be careful. He had a key to the house and early in the morning he came back and went to bed. I had secured insurance on the car.

Billy had decided to get started in college as soon as possible and within a few days was gone. He did outstanding at the university and took a heavy load. At the beginning of his senior year he married a girl that he had been dating. She was also in her last year of pharmacy while Billy was majoring in business.

When they graduated they returned for Billy to put in his three years with the business that had helped him financially. Three months after their return Ann, Billy's wife, delivered a nine pound boy, who was named after me. Two year later they had another and this one had my middle name.

Should mention that Billy and Ann had talked at length about their past and they found that each had been a bedwetter. He told her of wearing diapers, and to his surprise, she had also used them. They knew the chance of their children wetting the bed was almost certain. They agreed to let them wear diapers as long as they had a desire.

As the boys grew and were now seven and nine both still used diapers at night and many time would ask for them during the day. Billy also used diapers very often, although Ann didn't have the desire any longer.

Billy's boss had decided to retire and since both of his children turned into heavy drug users he decided to give Billy half interest in the business and let him buy out the rest over a period of time.

I am getting up in years but Billy and the family come to see me often and bring the boys, both in diapers, to see me. Anything I need or want they provide for me.

THE END